Dear Kristie,
Kristie, I meant you on October 22nd on Titans, that day or a few days later you got Officer, you also resigned in the the on week I got to know the Titans back in October. Then I came back in November, I remember the good times, I had talking to you, DQ, and Cruel. Then one day, while on my Trial you left at the time, I didn't care because I didn't see you as a benefit to the Titans. A week past Titans soon Disbanded, Fuzzy and I soon went to Kidies and Mikey's Clan at the time, it would soon be yours :3.
Over the times in Republic/Titans, we established all the kitchens, and you didn't care when I made sexist jokes, because you knew I was joking. There were tons of Funny times in Republic, that I do miss alot. Clan Wars came along, we barely practiced, we planned practices, but no one was ever there for them. Then I got sick before Clan Wars, I disappeared right before Clan Wars. Then I came back for Clan Wars, which I should just canceled in the first place. I can't stop thinking about how badly me head was pounding. That day Republic lost..... 6 - 0 to React, all of the Leaders were Inactive right before. To this day, I still blame my self for loosing Clan Wars/Disbanding.
After Republic disbanded, I never talked because you had no computer. We talked little bit, when you got your terrible Computer, you applied for Rebels. We started to talk again. Then that day, you and Kidies decided to recreate "Republic", I wanted to join, but I failed to convince my other friends to join. But little did I know the Clan, I was in at the time would fall apart. The day I left , Insanity, I came to talk to you, you were there for me. You listened to me, I needed some one to be there for me. After left Insanity, those next few days I was ready to Cry over something I had loved so much then betrayed. I even did cry in front of the first night, the nightmares of the End of Insanity.
After the Insanity, I soon joined your Clan, you were already asking for advice in running it. The day I joined, I knew I would eventually get Officer, I never really felt like deserved it, but I kept it, because I loved to Lead Clans. Ascension would soon fall apart piece by piece. We decided to merge with another Clan, it was merge or Disband. Over those few days, it was really stressful for both you and I. Corn betrayed us in that time. We merged with Eternity, I met Native an amazing Person! We saw the flaws in Eternity and so did Native. I still to this day wished, we could have changed them.
The next few days, we pondered, what Clan we would join.... One day, I had a mental break down on you, I'm glad you still talk to me after that. It hasn't been long since then...
Kristie, you probably will never understand how much you impacted me over these last months. I knew you were always there for me to Confide in. You were always there to sharing everything to. You were always there to listen. I am so glad I met you.
In took me an hour and half to write this, I am gonna miss you a ton. I hope one day, you come back in full. I cried quite a bit, when I was writing this.
Your Friend,
Ryan :'(