To begin, I'm going to say that I understand your struggle, and have been in very similar situations in the past. Ive been through all the bullying and harassment you mentioned, etc. This first post hit deep and brought back demons I didn't necessarily want. I can appreciate your want for forgiveness and revenge and everything that comes with it. However, this has been a very controversial thread and has been root of a substantial amount of flaming, arguments, hate, and threats of violence reading through the rest of the thread. As much as I don't want to lock this thread, it has become necessary due to the fact of all the people who are either causing hate or doing anything of the sort. This thread should be considered to be said in a graceful status, but ruined by the spite of others. I appreciate the original intent of this thread, but people and their sinful nature will be people. Foopy, I wish you the best, and have respect for you in the admittance of this thread and all that come with it. As well, I have respect for those who's first thought is comfort, and to help ease pain. I do however have to do my job for everyone who's knee jerk reaction is hate and disgust. This thread will be locked, not due to the content of the thread itself (the original post); but for the harshness of the harassment of people in this thread in the comments. This originally was done in a graceful manner, however has been cause for locking due to its controversial nature and the way people react. Best wishes to anyone who has struggled with this sort in the past, or is going through it now. If someones going through this right now, feel free to open a pm with me and hopefully we can either get it sorted, or I can in some minuscule way help in any way I can. However now this thread must be locked, and to all of the hate I bid adieu. Best wishes - Cam
TLDR; Respect the thread, not the hate comments. Locked.