Confession

[TheCheddarboss]

:/

 

[doth270999]

Love this post so much. You will be missed Spaiu. I wish I was this brave to confess my first ban. Sadly, I'm still not believed on my second ban but thanks for your help. Always will use your texture pack, it's the best. Confessing is always good and I really respect you for it. You have so many great friends and I don't see why anyone should abuse you, it's wrong. You will always be remembered, cya around

 

[Spaiu]

Love this post so much. You will be missed Spaiu. I wish I was this brave to confess my first ban. Sadly, I'm still not believed on my second ban but thanks for your help. Always will use your texture pack, it's the best. Confessing is always good and I really respect you for it. You have so many great friends and I don't see why anyone should abuse you, it's wrong. You will always be remembered, cya around

c:

 

[Spaiu]

#DoublePost - Just making sure this doesn't turn Necro





Necro is bad :c

 

[salt_and_pepper1]

Hello everybody!

Recently, I have recieved a permanent ban on mcgamer. What I thought to be a joke was actually a really touchy matter that has gotten me a ban on mcgamer. Now, before I get into the topic, let me assure you. I am not complaining about my ban, nor am I looking for sympathy. I feel as though my time is up on mcgamer so I'm here to confess something.

Now, a small number of you know this. Whether it was from me, a friend, a complete stranger, it doesn't matter. I'm Yoyal_Honey , A banned player. I was banned 20-30/9/13. My ban was permanent. I was banned for using BSM.

Heres My story
I started around june, 2012. Playing games back then was purely for fun. Usually just playing with friends. For some time I didn't play. I came back around February 2013. I then played alot. MCSG became a hobby. I saw many good people come and go, but I digress.
The hub arrived. this was one of the best things in my eyes that Mcgamer had done. It wasn't until June-august that year that I found a large group of *late night AU players* that became my friends.

topGearsGear
LadyofLuck
Mistlethorns

were just a few of these people who I really enjoyed spending my time with. For some reason, a few weeks later something was different. The feeling of neglect, hatred, many more hurtful things. I realised the people I trusted didn't like me. It really hurts this led to more problems, mainly IRL. feeling crap all the time. I did stupid things, such as use bsm, Force field, Aimbot, ect. Gunnishone banned me. I knew I deserved it but I never let the servers go.

I made so many ban disputed, to this day I still do. I have made a total of atleast 7 in the past 6ish months. Mcgamer will always be apart of me.

December 2013 was the day I cracked. After my disputes getting replies like "You hacked - Upheld" I couldn't take it. I made a new minecraft account, Spaiu - I brought Iron Donor, then later Gold Donor. I played like a maniac. 40/110 Win/games played ratio. I only trusted one person, my mate. kooksey99 was a good friend so I told him. At first I didn't know if it was smart. weeks later people like stevohh and StigJam89 were calling me Yoyal_Honey I didn't know if kooksey had sold me out or if people were finding out other ways. Just days later, I was playing mcsg, I stumbled into the Apex V.S Phoenix tournament/CB (Wasnt sure) I thought It would be cool to play with the pros. I persevered them. Joining the games they joined. It wasn't until then that StigJam89 told all of Apex, Phoenix and the Moderators Reffing who I was. This didn't get me banned. Staff simply wondered in there head. I wasn't questioned, approached or anything of the sort.

The only thing that this caused was the feelings I had once felt. Neglect, hatred. I felt like doing bad things, but alas I didn't. I stayed strong, I kept playing. my almost 1/2 ratio turned into a struggle for 1/5. It wasn't until a week ago. People started questioning me. The abuse I copped. It caused me to act violent. Swearing at people and threatening people.

A good, long term friend of mine (way back late 2011) Numbzy . He was an Admin on one of the first servers I played. He to, started swearing at me on skype for things I don't even do. I wanted to make him feel like he doesn't need to hate me. So I joked alot while around him. I even said "If you kill numbzy I will DoS you" or something. Lets just say ALOT of people thought I wasn't joking. This is what got be permed on this account.

So, now here I am. Permed on 2 accouns, on the server I love the deerest, that I have put so much effort, money and pride into, is now gone, out of my reach.

I, Spaiu, Yoyal or whatever you want to call me, Bid Farewell. I will miss alot of you. Some of you are like family. I will still be on the forums, chatting with friends or answering the questions of a new player, I also will be on ts occasionally. Once again, I did not right this for attention, Just to confess.

Id Like to thank:

JULIASAYS - You were a good friend c: pleb

Quackeryy - You were good competition! I'm glad I got to know you.

kooksey99 - Come over some time

croe97 - Cool guy. always there to talk to!

blakew447 - Good competition. Even though we didn't get along that well I will always admire you.

TheCornStealer - Stay away from Corn

Le0 - Best Admin <3

HugBabybear & BabyBearBear - Amazing couple. Amazing Friends. Amazing People

demonsushi - Funny chap

TadpolePvP - Skype buddy

xSwagBear - Always give me compliments. Make me feel good about myself, thanks

OhRebirth - #Pugs4Lyf

salt_and_pepper1 - "Season a burger or something" lmao

Juzzy - You hate my guts but I still love ya

LadyofLuck - you make me feel appreciated, thankyou

branone - You were an amazing guy. Go and get promoted lad

If I have missed you, and you think you should be here. I'm sorry.. was pretty emotional making this.


Best of luck in the future, I wish you all the best!

Edit: If anyone is mad over this, I just want to say the only reason I made an alt account was to play the game. I enjoy it. I learnt from my mistakes but getting unbanned was not an option. I wish everyone could just let people do what they think is reasonable. I play the game for fun, and when people go out of there way to remove me from the game, when I am causing them no harm, just makes me sad.

Ill season your burger anytime

 

[demonsushi]

Ill season your burger anytime

amen.

 

[Spaiu]

Ill season your burger anytime

ooo <:

 

[Spaiu]

And that's why you made ANOTHER account after being banned on both of those accounts, @ShadyyP

Remember what your mummy said. Don't communicate with me twelvie unless you want me at your door.

Its funny. Do you have proof of this? Report me to staff. I find it extremely hilarious. IP check me even.

Edit: And thats rich coming from you..
All of your alts, so many listing them will waste time.

 

[CAmadeusA]

Wish the best of luck to you and your future endeavors, I noticed you said you want staff opinions... If you have any questions/comments/concerns I, and other members of staff are available via the pm function of the forums. Glad you got this off your chest, and hope you won't be causing more trouble. Wish you the best with whatever you decide to do.

 

[Spaiu]

Wish the best of luck to you and your future endeavors, I noticed you said you want staff opinions... If you have any questions/comments/concerns I, and other members of staff are available via the pm function of the forums. Glad you got this off your chest, and hope you won't be causing more trouble. Wish you the best with whatever you decide to do.

thankyou, The main reason I wanted staff opinion was simply because I feel like what I have done is the right thing. In you saying what you have makes me feel like you agree, thankyou

 

[CAmadeusA]

thankyou, The main reason I wanted staff opinion was simply because I feel like what I have done is the right thing. In you saying what you have makes me feel like you agree, thankyou

Personally? Yes, I agree with the redemptive qualities of confession. Professionally, I think its a smart move.

 

[landowicked]

You do what i wish others like you would do, and confess their own wrongs instead of blaming it on others. Your a good person as a whole, and i wish you the best of luck i could possibly wish you, and you deserve only the best wherever you go, i hope you can find a good set of friends somewhere. thank you for giving me some faith that sometimes people do learn from their mistakes.