Do you Suffer from Depression?

[Spo15]

What does 16 stoned mean?

 

[Ultraviolence]

yeah. i've never really told anyone that I have depression. i have it really bad. there is days when i can't even go to school because i feel like just upset and dead. one of it has to do that i get bullied in school daily. i cut at one point in time. yeah i know it sounds stupid but it helped the pain. i stopped cutting in june 2013. but i suffer from it horribly. i have wanted to suicide over 3 times. some days i'm good, some days im horrible. there is days where i just sit in school and wont talk to anyone. my grades have been getting worse and worse because of this. minecraft never really helped me honestly. it was just something i did for fun. i'm depressed for lots of reason, but i'm not going into detail. it's only getting worse over time for me. not better.

 

[Spo15]

Did u cut yourself with a knife @Sloppy_Sheep

 

[MrMad2000]

yeah. i've never really told anyone that I have depression. i have it really bad. there is days when i can't even go to school because i feel like just upset and dead. one of it has to do that i get bullied in school daily. i cut at one point in time. yeah i know it sounds stupid but it helped the pain. i stopped cutting in june 2013. but i suffer from it horribly. i have wanted to suicide over 3 times. some days i'm good, some days im horrible. there is days where i just sit in school and wont talk to anyone. my grades have been getting worse and worse because of this. minecraft never really helped me honestly. it was just something i did for fun. i'm depressed for lots of reason, but i'm not going into detail. it's only getting worse over time for me. not better.

Try to be a bit optimistic mate. I've done nothing productive today and want to kill myself for it but there's always another day. It's getting worse for me too. And it's true. Minecraft doesn't help.. SG makes it worse. But try to think of the positive things, read a book? Listen to music you like. Stuff like that.


Edit :

Did u cut yourself with a knife @Sloppy_Sheep

I hope he didn't 0_0 oh by the way Stone = Weight. 1 stone is like 6kg.

 

[Ultraviolence]

yes a knife. yes, on my arm..
theres nothing really i can do to help it. nothing at all. it's just horrible for me. and i'm not the only one like this in my family. my mother is like this also.

 

[MrMad2000]

Sorry for the double post...
BUT HOLY SH*T I WEIGH 100 KILOGRAMS.

Edit : Oh wait I didn't double post... XD

 

[Mamiamato24]

What does 16 stoned mean?

~220 pounds.

Anyway, I'm honestly not the person to ask, but I'll just say some things because yolo swag. When I was younger, I was really sociable. I had a lot of friends, played Club Penguin (swag), and was very social. But ever since a growth spurt of mine, I've been a bit self-conscious about myself (I think this was one or two years ago) and I became very shy. It was to the point where I couldn't even look straight at someone and talk to them. I was extremely shy, and I still am today. But a really good friend of mine that I've been friends with for six or seven years now is what you may refer to as a "social butterfly". He's slowly helping me become more social and gain my self-confidence.

My advice to you is to just think. Think about what you like to do, what you want to do. And write it all down. Search for something that you really enjoy doing, and do it. Whatever that may be. Then try to make friends that have the same interests as you. I know it isn't always as easy as it seems, but you just have to do it. I can't express it any other way than that. You will be appreciated for who you are, and not for what you are. Set some goals for yourself, and if your school has a guidance councillor or some position similar, I strongly suggest talking to them. They can be a big help.

That's it. I hope this helps, and stay strong c:

 

[MrMad2000]

I don't feel as bad now but I still need to talk to in real life friends and probably be alone for a bit. Maybe it's because I mixed with the wrong people before & that they just didn't make me feel welcome.

So time to tell friends i'm no longer a part of them

 

[MrMad2000]

I do appologize for the double post but...

Guys, i'm feeling not as bad as I was after going to school, but now I FEEL LIKE I'm gonna get depressed again 0_0 now I need to know how to avoid it...

 

[MartynazLT]

Stay Strong and be yourselve. Watch Cobrastyles video about bullying and at the description there is one story of a girl. You should listen to it. And think is it worth to get depressed and putyourselve into that point. Enjoy your life because you only live once and don't forget your family. Don't be afraid to go on Facebook and maybe there you can find some nice friends. Hope it helps. Keep your head UP!

 

[Mark / TNTime12]

I like listening to music, watching pewdiepie and singing (I am not the best one) but last time I talked to you you were quiet of a cool guy
Maybe we can talk to each other someday?

 

[ImCeline]

Joseph, it's fine, but if you're not happy with yourself, then do something about it c:
I still luv you <3
And you're a cool guy Joseph! <3