Do you Suffer from Depression?

[Mooclan]

I would if that would give me friends ;-;

Not sure whether to nervously laugh or go
You can make friends without doing that, though

 

[Ender_Harold]

I am currently dealing with depression as well, not going great.

 

[MartynazLT]

You have to stay strong. I saw one CobraStyles video its amazing. Dude you are an awesome guy! Keep you head up Watch it :

 

[Qualia]

Not sure whether to nervously laugh or go
You can make friends without doing that, though

He can't, he's bad so it, nobody likes him, he is a noob

 

[Mooclan]

He can't, he's bad so it, nobody likes him, he is a noob

........that's rather mean.

 

[BritishShoop]

Matt's right.
I was in a BAD situation in year 7. I had not a single person to turn to in the entire school. I was short, long haired and quiet, in a school full of loudmouthed chavs. Got bullied by most of my year group and even my English teacher (yes, you heard right, a teacher)
I can promise you, a lot of thoughts went through my head back then, none of them good.
Eventually however, I changed in my attitude towards life. I'm now about as laid back and lazy as you can get, this also means that I never put too much thought into what other people say/do. I just don't 'care' anymore, and I'm having a rather nice time.
That change in attitude worked wonders for me, but in some people, such as Matt, setting goals and giving a bit of effort into making yourself into what you want to be will really help you. (Matt's strategy is probably the more err... 'healthy' one... My strategy of just relaxing and stoof combined with a love of food has resulted in me gaining quite a bit of weight. I of course, don't really care, but I am slowly working at shedding some of it by swimming moar )

 

[chockadlad]

........that's rather mean.

it's an inside "joke" dont worry

 

[Qualia]

it's an inside "joke" dont worry

No it's not screb go get some friends

 

[chockadlad]

No it's not screb go get some friends

;-;

Not sure whether to nervously laugh or go
You can make friends without doing that, though

Easier said than done, atleast for me ._.

 

[Mooclan]

No it's not screb go get some friends

.....just remember that when it comes to harrassment, the MCSG Staff doesn't always care if you're best friends or not .-.

;-;

Easier said than done, atleast for me ._.

Hey, I'm built like a bamboo shoot, can't talk to people that I don't already know (Without extreme discomfort), physically cannot show emotion when talking to strangers or people that I'm nervous around, and I'm about as pretty as a cow. Get on my level.

(My pastor said a few times "Y u so skinny? You liek bamboo! You need 2 eat moar!") (He's Chinese, btw.)

Edit: LOL, it posted this one post three times because of my bad internet xD

 

[smashmaster]

I would if that would give me friends ;-;

Um.... NO you wouldn't !!!!!! DO NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT!

That's also not the smartest thing to say on the internet #Street life codes IDKFTW

 

[MrMad2000]

Watch this video:

Are you choosing to be happy, or are you choosing not to?

This actually made me cry, my inital thought were EWW You ugly girl! But then I watched it and cried half way through.

Matt's right.
I was in a BAD situation in year 7. I had not a single person to turn to in the entire school. I was short, long haired and quiet, in a school full of loudmouthed chavs. Got bullied by most of my year group and even my English teacher (yes, you heard right, a teacher)
I can promise you, a lot of thoughts went through my head back then, none of them good.
Eventually however, I changed in my attitude towards life. I'm now about as laid back and lazy as you can get, this also means that I never put too much thought into what other people say/do. I just don't 'care' anymore, and I'm having a rather nice time.
That change in attitude worked wonders for me, but in some people, such as Matt, setting goals and giving a bit of effort into making yourself into what you want to be will really help you. (Matt's strategy is probably the more err... 'healthy' one... My strategy of just relaxing and stoof combined with a love of food has resulted in me gaining quite a bit of weight. I of course, don't really care, but I am slowly working at shedding some of it by swimming moar )

I've tried "not caring" and it doesn't work anymore because i'm emotionally weak, I've become stronger overtime but I cry to the most silly things ever.

........that's rather mean.

^^ and by the way i've joined alot of clans in the past, from your post on page one of this thread.

I am currently dealing with depression as well, not going great.

Nope... Depression isn't a nice thing, and it's not easy as someone saying "stop being depressed and get out there."


Okay guys, well.

I did say i'm socially awkward...
I didn't mention that EVERYBODY I know calls me the "smartass" but I see myself as the dumb idiot.
I didn't mention that I breifly tried to be that "determined" person with a positive attitude for a while then gave up after trying and trying to loose weight and nothing worked. I lost 3 pounds within 4 months... So yeah...
I used to be VERY good at sport when I was little.
When I was about 10 years old, I probably had the mental age of a 7 year old but expressed myself as a 10 year old, I didn't understand anything until late in primary school and every single door opened up for me when I went to secondary school.
I am Emotionally weak, ALOT of things get to me... I almost cried when I was told I was "smart" by a ex-teacher at my primary school. And did it recently as well... Since I was angry with another teacher 3 months ago. She came up too me and said "I hope you realize that you're an extremely intelligent child. Joseph." I then almost cried but thought to myself that if I cry i'll break my laptop and my phone so I have no assess to social media anymore so I can no longer use the internet (which I didn't do because I knew I would regret that.)

And there's alot of other stuff too. I've tried talking to friends, i've tried watching funny things, i've tried to be optimistic...

I'm just thinking now. Life is too short. Why bother with anything? Why not use drugs, smoke, have sex and do bad sh*t and stuff to people's lives and be the most selfish person in the world. It seems pretty cool...

Well, I don't do that because it's not me... And I wouldn't resort to that level. But I hate being a nerd, and you can't be a "Normal" guy because then it's just like you inside a metal box waiting for something worth while too do which never happens.


Now, this image might seem incredibly strange, but I made it earlier because of... I can?
It might mean nothing to you. But it means alot to me.
Abandonment... I feel like all my friends that I used to have, have just abandoned me.

The Image is called - Unknown WAY... It won't make sense to you, but it makes perfect sense to me.

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