Goodbye...

[ShaunDepro]

Good luck, you are not alone

 

[fushi]

Now. From the title this is not what you'd expect.

I've been here for such a long time, Early beta, (Although I joined the forums actively ALOT later) and I've seen MCSG change... and change and change, For the good and the worse. I've been REALLY, REALLY depressed lately, due to many things, and I've been thinking of quitting... and much, MUCH worse. I've been through alot and that's why I stepped down as a moderator (Which was stupid) but I've been thinking for the last hour. and I can't go out like this. I was so close to... just yeah... but I can't. The community is slowly going down. I've seen it at its best, and it's worse. I hope it would recover, but meh. The forums are alot better and all the contacts I've made while being here.

I'm not leaving. I'll still be streaming and uploading. I've got alot to sort out. I'm going to upload a video explaining my depression and what it all is. I've been getting alot of abuse like "EMO F**" and stuff. It's hard for me. at the end of it all. I'm just a insignificant spec on this planet. Hopefully I'll be around for a long time. The only reason I'm still here is because of one amazing girl.

Anyway. Thanks for reading that

I support you in any decision you make, baby <3

 

[ExKing]

Nooo who else will support me as much as you did <3

 

[Fax]

Eshan

 

[schnikes]

eshan nooo
you were my first sub and if you leave we're going to have to find you and trap you in a basement all to ourselves ;_;

 

[eshancowee]

Am I that one amazing girl? :c

Yep <3 (Not really)
Anyway, Thanks for the support everyone. I've got alot on at the moment, I'll take a break from MCSG... I don't know. I've got alot to deal with. and Yes the only reason I'm still alive is because of one amazing person <3 She's supported me so much, it's not anyone here knows... but yeah. I'm still going barely. Depression isnt something that Just goes if you want it to. Once it's there it takes quiet alot to get rid of it. I've had it for years. Which really doesnt help. I've had alot to deal with.

I'll take a little break from uploading MCSG and Livestreaming it for a few days while I've got something to deal with. I'll think whether this is something I want to be part of.

 

[zukodark]

Yep <3 (Not really)
Anyway, Thanks for the support everyone. I've got alot on at the moment, I'll take a break from MCSG... I don't know. I've got alot to deal with. and Yes the only reason I'm still alive is because of one amazing person <3 She's supported me so much, it's not anyone here knows... but yeah. I'm still going barely. Depression isnt something that Just goes if you want it to. Once it's there it takes quiet alot to get rid of it. I've had it for years. Which really doesnt help. I've had alot to deal with.

I'll take a little break from uploading MCSG and Livestreaming it for a few days while I've got something to deal with. I'll think whether this is something I want to be part of.

I only know one of the girls you have played with, and I do here IRL.
But it is probably not her...
I fully understand the break, as I have a break too.
But I warn you, myself I can't start playing again anyway.

 

[eshancowee]

I only know one of the girls you have played with, and I do here IRL.
But it is probably not her...
I fully understand the break, as I have a break too.
But I warn you, myself I can't start playing again anyway.

No, you wont know her.

 

[ExKing]

I will make one of these threads too

 

[eshancowee]

I will make one of these threads too

;-;

 

[ExKing]

;-;

What do you mean WITH DAT FACE!

 

[zukodark]

No, you wont know her.

She says so.
And she has never played on a livestream or anything with you.
She has just teamed with you.