It certainly touches my heart to see the amount of support people give when under the circumstances, and my gratitude is beyond comprehension. I am absolutely thankful for those kind words. And I can guarantee that I will re-apply when I feel as if I am best ready. Also, it was painful to know that the community's reaction towards my declination was not the best, I did not want anyone to go frustrated at Nephilim or Razzledgirl over it. They certainly did a good job when it came to choosing whether or not I was worthy of becoming a staff member. Because who knows what could have happened if I got accepted without the necessary experience to prove myself worthy! And honestly, I absolutely enjoyed having my second interview, especially when it was with one of my most admirable administrators, and a lovely Senior Moderator to whom I well trusted. And I would also like to thank Jimmer for being there as well, because I know how amazing of a staff member he certainly is!