Why I'm the way I am...
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The reason I'm so negative and I've changed is because as I started progressing through YouTube, I made a lot more connections and met new people and GREAT friends. Looking back on it, that's when things started to change negatively for me and I talked to a lot of my old pals before I started YouTube and they all seem to agree. I'm not saying my friends were a bad influence on me, just meeting all these people was really tough and I really do wish I would have just stuck with Jason and not attached myself to a lot more people. My friends have been really good to me so it's not their fault, it's mine. I agree 100% I'm a Inappropriate body part on a male and an asshole and you don't have to keep telling me when I already know this. I still could have made new friends and talked to them I just feel like I got too attached, too quick and that led to a lot of bad things. If it was just Jason and I from the beginning, I feel like the ride would have been A LOT smoother but hey, that's just me. Most of you will probably understand where I'm coming from...
EDIT: This was off his twitter
Tbh I like gold as a Youtuber.But when he makes things like this, I kind of feel he writes all of these messages, just for feel likes its off his chest to tell us that he is sorry. A Youthber that actually cares about us would make A video saying all the things he did wrong and ask if he can start freash.