FlyonReborn
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Now, most of you have picked up on some details about my dad, yea, well. I'm about to go full on detail about my whole life. So be prepared.
August 21st, 2000. A young little boy come into this world screaming his lungs out, his name was Josh, but you may know him as MPR, flyon, ZharZhar, or Josh, I was brought into this world by John and Laura, John being 47, and Laura only a mere 25. I would go on to have 2 siblings, a brother and a sister, named James and Jenna. Things were great, until one day. My mom came out crying, my dad had struck her, and told her he never wanted "3 dumbass kids." I was mad, so I walked to the garden near our house, went to our picnic table, grabbed a steak knife and cut part of my dad's ear off from behind. He tried to hurt me, I ran.
He and my mom went to court, and my mom won custody. Thank god. I had to make a hour visit every month for the next two years. My life got back on track right around here, Kindergarten and First Grade went by easy. Second grade was being the best grade of my life, I had a girlfriend, I was the star basketball player, life was good, well was good, until I went on a visit too my dad's house. I wasn't scared of my dad, not when I learnt what could happen to him if he laid a finger on me. My dad had a good friend, I'll call him Darrell, his real name, I know this sounds weird, but his real name now brings me fear and I refuse to say his real name. Darrell always gave me butter scotches, and he was really nice. He took me go-karting and everything. On this visit, my dad was working on his car, Darrell asked me if I wanted pink lemonade, I said yes, he took me inside and poured me a glass, what you're about to hear, I told no one. Even my dad, my mom, the police. No one. I felt so nasty and dirty like it was my fault. Darrell raped me. I was 7, to this very day I haven't had pink lemonade, and I've never seen Darrell again. This was also my last visit, so I haven't talked to my dad since.
I was so little, I couldn't feel the way I feel now about those things. So. once again things got normal, everything was great until middle school. I was never really bullied, so when it started in middle school it hit me hard, and it knocked me down. I wanted to kill myself. Then I found MCSG, I finally found great friends and starting having fun again, I got in the Royals, everything was fine. Until I meet , let's call him Guy, for the sake of privacy, Guy started bullying me over minecraft, depression and thoughts of suicide came back, my family also hit a slump here with constant arguing and not having enough money to buy anything but the bare necessities. Guy would call me a fag, and loser, the usual. Then he learned about my financial situation from a friend who didn't know he bullied me, he started calling me poor, and saying things about my mom not being able to find a job. I decided I was going to kill myself. At the time, Royals had disbanded. And my really good friends were Macy | Cat and Beardy . I was trying to get them both in a call late at night, and say bye. Macy was doing something, so she didn't answer. Beardy picked up, before I could say bye, Beardy and I began a conversation about something personal, he was making me laugh, and before he hung up, and I was about to say bye, forever, he said "Thanks for listening and being a good friend MPR." Too this day Beardy doesn't know that little piece kept me from killing myself. I started ignoring everything again from Guy, and life got really good again. I was doing good on the football team, made the basketball team, and even got my girlfriend back (We dated from 2nd to 6th)My mom got a really good job, and too this day life is just as good with me getting all A's this semester.
I would like to especially thank Beardy and Macy, even though you guys didn't I was struggling, you were a great friend and helped me get through it without even knowing you were. Thanks, a lot.
August 21st, 2000. A young little boy come into this world screaming his lungs out, his name was Josh, but you may know him as MPR, flyon, ZharZhar, or Josh, I was brought into this world by John and Laura, John being 47, and Laura only a mere 25. I would go on to have 2 siblings, a brother and a sister, named James and Jenna. Things were great, until one day. My mom came out crying, my dad had struck her, and told her he never wanted "3 dumbass kids." I was mad, so I walked to the garden near our house, went to our picnic table, grabbed a steak knife and cut part of my dad's ear off from behind. He tried to hurt me, I ran.
He and my mom went to court, and my mom won custody. Thank god. I had to make a hour visit every month for the next two years. My life got back on track right around here, Kindergarten and First Grade went by easy. Second grade was being the best grade of my life, I had a girlfriend, I was the star basketball player, life was good, well was good, until I went on a visit too my dad's house. I wasn't scared of my dad, not when I learnt what could happen to him if he laid a finger on me. My dad had a good friend, I'll call him Darrell, his real name, I know this sounds weird, but his real name now brings me fear and I refuse to say his real name. Darrell always gave me butter scotches, and he was really nice. He took me go-karting and everything. On this visit, my dad was working on his car, Darrell asked me if I wanted pink lemonade, I said yes, he took me inside and poured me a glass, what you're about to hear, I told no one. Even my dad, my mom, the police. No one. I felt so nasty and dirty like it was my fault. Darrell raped me. I was 7, to this very day I haven't had pink lemonade, and I've never seen Darrell again. This was also my last visit, so I haven't talked to my dad since.
I was so little, I couldn't feel the way I feel now about those things. So. once again things got normal, everything was great until middle school. I was never really bullied, so when it started in middle school it hit me hard, and it knocked me down. I wanted to kill myself. Then I found MCSG, I finally found great friends and starting having fun again, I got in the Royals, everything was fine. Until I meet , let's call him Guy, for the sake of privacy, Guy started bullying me over minecraft, depression and thoughts of suicide came back, my family also hit a slump here with constant arguing and not having enough money to buy anything but the bare necessities. Guy would call me a fag, and loser, the usual. Then he learned about my financial situation from a friend who didn't know he bullied me, he started calling me poor, and saying things about my mom not being able to find a job. I decided I was going to kill myself. At the time, Royals had disbanded. And my really good friends were Macy | Cat and Beardy . I was trying to get them both in a call late at night, and say bye. Macy was doing something, so she didn't answer. Beardy picked up, before I could say bye, Beardy and I began a conversation about something personal, he was making me laugh, and before he hung up, and I was about to say bye, forever, he said "Thanks for listening and being a good friend MPR." Too this day Beardy doesn't know that little piece kept me from killing myself. I started ignoring everything again from Guy, and life got really good again. I was doing good on the football team, made the basketball team, and even got my girlfriend back (We dated from 2nd to 6th)My mom got a really good job, and too this day life is just as good with me getting all A's this semester.
I would like to especially thank Beardy and Macy, even though you guys didn't I was struggling, you were a great friend and helped me get through it without even knowing you were. Thanks, a lot.
