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Axel | PlazaGames
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Hello MCGamer!
As you might have realized, my rank is gone and there is plenty of reasons.
In this thread, I am going to explain my situation for one god damn time.
Well so.. I applied as a MCGamer Moderator 6 months ago for the first time, which was an amazing opportunity the whole MCGamer Community gave me. Well so lets say it like this; I didn't Moderate as expected. I got punished several times, and I was and still are not worth the position.
A few MCGamer Moderators and even Senior Moderators wanted me back into the Staff Team around 4 months after I resigned. I decided to do my best and write a new and excellent application, and yes.. I was accepted for Moderator again.
I was working my a** of, to make a good impression to the whole Community. After 1 month of moderating everyday, I decided to take a break as I was going on Vacation. At that time, I was already thinking of resigning, as I felt I was doing even worse than the first time. While I was in Spain, I realized how much effort I have been putting into MCGamer, but the only thing I got back, was hate, hate and more hate. I tried to work as much as possible when I got back from my Vacation... Well lets say it like this; Something really bad happened, a Heart problem, which I had to work with for a bit, and it is current still there. This heart problem happened because of playing on my PC the whole day.. (Moderating basically, not playing).
I have been going through so much depression, and so much hate into myself, that I don't even see a point in being here anymore. I love MCGamer and every single community member, however, I resigned... Yes, it happened.
People do tag each other, and I do love every single one of you. But I feel bad by only tagging 2 - 3 Members. Thanks to everyone for making this Community the best Community.
I am not happy to tell you guys, that I have requested a Permanent ban.
- Alex
As you might have realized, my rank is gone and there is plenty of reasons.
In this thread, I am going to explain my situation for one god damn time.
Well so.. I applied as a MCGamer Moderator 6 months ago for the first time, which was an amazing opportunity the whole MCGamer Community gave me. Well so lets say it like this; I didn't Moderate as expected. I got punished several times, and I was and still are not worth the position.
A few MCGamer Moderators and even Senior Moderators wanted me back into the Staff Team around 4 months after I resigned. I decided to do my best and write a new and excellent application, and yes.. I was accepted for Moderator again.
I was working my a** of, to make a good impression to the whole Community. After 1 month of moderating everyday, I decided to take a break as I was going on Vacation. At that time, I was already thinking of resigning, as I felt I was doing even worse than the first time. While I was in Spain, I realized how much effort I have been putting into MCGamer, but the only thing I got back, was hate, hate and more hate. I tried to work as much as possible when I got back from my Vacation... Well lets say it like this; Something really bad happened, a Heart problem, which I had to work with for a bit, and it is current still there. This heart problem happened because of playing on my PC the whole day.. (Moderating basically, not playing).
I have been going through so much depression, and so much hate into myself, that I don't even see a point in being here anymore. I love MCGamer and every single community member, however, I resigned... Yes, it happened.
People do tag each other, and I do love every single one of you. But I feel bad by only tagging 2 - 3 Members. Thanks to everyone for making this Community the best Community.
I am not happy to tell you guys, that I have requested a Permanent ban.
- Alex
