UsEssence
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- Joined
- Jan 16, 2016
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Many of you probably don't know who I am and those that do probably don't know this forum account.
My name is Ben and my nickname is Redstone I am quite well known in the high tier us clans. I am a v1 player who played in the first month of mcgamer back then known as mcsg. There will always be a spot in my heart for everyone I have met and this lovely server. However good things always have there downfall. This game kinda made me suicidal I have never told anyone this but I have actually attempted suicide multiple times. I am happy it never worked cause now im actually happy with my life. I am dating the girl of my dreams and I actually have a passion for life that this game once made me experience. In my eyes she is everything I ever wanted she is beautiful and we actually connect and talk for hours. I feel like I actually have someone who loves me for me and visa versa and I don't want to become suicidal again cause those were just dark parts in my life. The only reason I even play this game was because tbh people online are alot funnier you can just chill without being judgemental and just enjoy life when it's there.
To all my friends out there I will miss you.
Luke/Ivx I don't know ur forums account but I'm happy to say ur my best friend online and you will be missed the most ily man
fexr thanks for the amazing time in cobalt it was really fun and what I think was a fiting end.
LiamAKAEvil thanks for evil Squad the funniest time I ever had in this game and being one of the chilliest guys
To everyone else Thanks for the experiences <3
My name is Ben and my nickname is Redstone I am quite well known in the high tier us clans. I am a v1 player who played in the first month of mcgamer back then known as mcsg. There will always be a spot in my heart for everyone I have met and this lovely server. However good things always have there downfall. This game kinda made me suicidal I have never told anyone this but I have actually attempted suicide multiple times. I am happy it never worked cause now im actually happy with my life. I am dating the girl of my dreams and I actually have a passion for life that this game once made me experience. In my eyes she is everything I ever wanted she is beautiful and we actually connect and talk for hours. I feel like I actually have someone who loves me for me and visa versa and I don't want to become suicidal again cause those were just dark parts in my life. The only reason I even play this game was because tbh people online are alot funnier you can just chill without being judgemental and just enjoy life when it's there.
To all my friends out there I will miss you.
Luke/Ivx I don't know ur forums account but I'm happy to say ur my best friend online and you will be missed the most ily man
fexr thanks for the amazing time in cobalt it was really fun and what I think was a fiting end.
LiamAKAEvil thanks for evil Squad the funniest time I ever had in this game and being one of the chilliest guys
To everyone else Thanks for the experiences <3