I was both happy & sad at the same time reading this. It pains me to have not known you were hurting, but I also know you hide it very well and did your best to please those around you and improve the community the best you could. I am so thankful that I got to spend a little time with you when I became a moderator, but best of all I am happy to know I can have you as my friend again and not just my boss.
I will honestly never forget the first day we met on TS, we also met someone name Banana, but I just remember instantly being able to connect to you and talk to you just about anything! It was so much fun rambling about life with you and playing some SG. I must say it was even more enjoyable hearing your reaction when things got crazy and death has severed us in SG. We may have never been great at PVP but at least we enjoyed it and always shared a good laugh.
I hope over time you heal and you finally accomplish your new goals you have set for yourself. You deserve to accomplish them. Know that I am always a phone call / text away if you ever need a shoulder or some laughs. I miss seeing you around but I also know, you're near by.
I LOVE YOU GIRL! <3