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Well, I never thought I would be doing this but here I am. I am applying for Sector Six because I feel like I don't fit in with the type of people that I used to be 'tight' with. For you to understand this, I think I'm going to have to explain myself through a story. A long time ago, when I first found Minecraft and MCSG, I played with friends who actually bought me the game and used hacks. We all used hacks. This was around September 2012. After a few months of play, I bought myself the account 'Lucidictive'. I was so used to hacks and I kept using them. After about a month of this, I got caught by none other than Antster360 and Slasherxtreme. As soon as I got banned, I heard about another (infamous) server and started playing there. It kept me busy. I stopped using hacks in the middle of my time at that server before joining a clan. I was trash at the game and I lacked maturity.

I was pulled by many factors to leave that server and come back to MCSG. I joined clans I fit in at the time, this included Forgotten (trial), Organization, and one other I am forgetting. I received many bans during this time for abuse. These bans were completely legitimate. I hated the staff for this reason, and it was completely immature of me. I was sarcastic and abusive towards staff that were just trying to do their job. After a while of being clean of bans and talking to nobody, I joined a clan I would never forget. Aviate. AviateV1 was quite the clan. I joined because I felt like meeting new people and seeking for people who I could play with and have fun because to be honest, I was thinking about quitting. The clan leader was great and I eventually became a big part of Aviate. After a while with the clan, I realized how immaturity effects people and I guessed this was a sign of me actually becoming mature (something I had already though I had). I started disagreeing with the leader's poor decisions and I left. It soon disbanded after the clan turned into something the leader did not want. I joined rebels and had fun with them for a while until I soon left because of my personality conflicting with others.

A bit later, the leader recouped with me and we started the second version of Aviate. Everything was great except one thing. I was too strict on our members and decisions and I made people become scared of me and not want to talk to me. I realized that there is a line between a healthy amount of strictness and being too.. uncompromising and harsh. After many people left, we disbanded the clan. Not only for that reason, but the leader was deciding to quit MCSG and I realized I wasn't fit to lead a clan on my own, otherwise I would of done it. I joined a clan 'The Fellowship' but realized at the time that, I needed people to play with or I would soon just quit Minecraft, and the clan was too inactive for that.

I joined a string of clans and had unhealthy relationships with many people. After I joined Cosmic, I tried to be a bit more lenient with people's behaviors to just fit in. It drived me crazy. I was depressed because of the synergy I had with people and now I disliked them. I decided to just leave it. I realized how much I looked like a clan hopper and I hated it. I decided not to join clans for a while and just play other games. These included Left 4 Dead 2 and Hearthstone. I watched a video of MCSG and got very nostalgic. I realized that I couldn't stop playing soon. I also realized how my friends on MCSG we're not the right people for me (except a few that are still my friends!). And that brings me to right now.

I'm applying because I want to meet people who aren't going to be immature about everything. I'm joining in hopes that I meet people who I can actually relate to. I realize my history is not good at all and how that effects this application. I just hope the clan can accept the fact that I'm changing.

Other things about me: I am quite good at PvP in minecraft and communicating with others in scrims/clan battles. I am a seasoned veteran of those sort of things. In PvP I'd say my main strategy is strafing and using a rod. For communicating, I'm good at reacting to things, following orders, and sometimes leading. I also don't scream (ever, it's a pet peeve really.) and I generally keep it calm during scrims.

That's it.. I hope I am considered for Sector Six :)

EDIT: Yeah, I have been a real idiot in the past now that I reflect on it :/


(I didn't mean to make it this long. I rambled for a long time about my past!)
 
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