Slagguaron
Experienced
- Joined
- Feb 23, 2013
- Messages
- 480
- Reaction score
- 283
Tonight I sat in on open mic night. It brought something into light, My life has been changed by you guys. And the amazing people on mcsg made me cry. Lulu and thecrystal were amazing. But thats not why I'm making this. Its to tell you guys how mcsg has affected me. I used to be a lonely sad kid. It was for many reasons. First because, I had anger issues, because of how my life has panned out. And because I had a lot of bad history. My dad dad died before i was born. My mother was 6 months pregnant with me. My mother raised 7 kids alone. I had a hard life. But mcsg helped me. Everyone on here helped me, My anger issues are gone I'm no longer sad, and I have great friends. But recently my mother was told she had 2 years to live. I cried alot, I do not know how I could cope with her death. Im about to tell you something I haven't told anyone. The day I found out my Mother was dying I attempted suicide. I woke up in the hospital A few days after my release I got on skype and talked with friends. I had a good day. Tonight I pondered suicide again. But then my friend Nathan played a few games with me. He didn't know it but it meant a lot to me. And finally I joined open mic night. It showed me that you guys are my family. You guys are the reason I didn't go outside and shoot myself. It feels good to tell someone. Thank you every one. I love you.
Tzazon
Tzazon
