Goodbye...

[eshancowee]

Now. From the title this is not what you'd expect.

I've been here for such a long time, Early beta, (Although I joined the forums actively ALOT later) and I've seen MCSG change... and change and change, For the good and the worse. I've been REALLY, REALLY depressed lately, due to many things, and I've been thinking of quitting... and much, MUCH worse. I've been through alot and that's why I stepped down as a moderator (Which was stupid) but I've been thinking for the last hour. and I can't go out like this. I was so close to... just yeah... but I can't. The community is slowly going down. I've seen it at its best, and it's worse. I hope it would recover, but meh. The forums are alot better and all the contacts I've made while being here.

I'm not leaving. I'll still be streaming and uploading. I've got alot to sort out. I'm going to upload a video explaining my depression and what it all is. I've been getting alot of abuse like "EMO F**" and stuff. It's hard for me. at the end of it all. I'm just a insignificant spec on this planet. Hopefully I'll be around for a long time. The only reason I'm still here is because of one amazing girl.

I'm going to take a short break to sort my shiz, I'll be back. It could take a day, could take a year, my depression is taking over my life. I cant handle it.

Anyway. Thanks for reading that

 

[Zeno]

The only reason I'm still here is because of one amazing girl.

And one amazing guy (me) c:
And ferrets c:

All jokes aside, I respect your decision, whatever it may be. I hope you decide to stay on with us. Love you Eshan <1337

 

[eshancowee]

And one amazing guy (me) c:
And ferrets c:

All jokes aside, I respect your decision, whatever it may be. I hope you decide to stay on with us. Love you Eshan <1337

Sure AND you Thanks anyway dude. I've got some stuff to sort. I hope everything works out.

 

[hwracer]

I love you man don't leave us D:

 

[eshancowee]

I love you man don't leave us D:

Lies.

 

[hwracer]

Lies.

I'm no gay, but you are actually amazing and you have so many friends on here

 

[eshancowee]

I'm no gay, but you are actually amazing and you have so many friends on here

Both lies!

 

[hwracer]

Both lies!

I never lie to nice people!

PLZ DONT LEAVE US! D:

 

[eshancowee]

I never lie to nice people!

PLZ DONT LEAVE US! D:

... >.< I've got stuff to sort. I need to think

 

[hwracer]

... >.< I've got stuff to sort. I need to think

That's fair enough, but don't leave as in.....you know ....

 

[Egrodo]

Eshan I never got the pleasure to really meet you, but I've heard you're a great guy. I also hope you'll be around for a long time, I hope to continue watching your streams and videos. I'm glad you have something to keep you going. You may be one insignificant speck but without all the specks there is nothing. I can't say much about the status of the community, all I know is that the game is developing well. It sucks to hear that you got hate, and I hope the people who administered it get a more than deserved punishment. Maybe I'll make a Twitch account so I can actually participate in your next stream.

 

[eshancowee]

Eshan I never got the pleasure to really meet you, but I've heard you're a great guy. I also hope you'll be around for a long time, I hope to continue watching your streams and videos. I'm glad you have something to keep you going. You may be one insignificant speck but without all the specks there is nothing. I can't say much about the status of the community, all I know is that the game is developing well. It sucks to hear that you got hate, and I hope the people who administered it get a more than deserved punishment. Maybe I'll make a Twitch account so I can actually participate in your next stream.

Thanks Egrodo. I've to so much on at the moment, It means alot.