My Story.

[Xenos]

Hey guys it's codboy_88 or as most of you know me Jake.So I have been thinking a long time about makeing this because I didn't wan't to be hated again.As a lot of you may already know I have over 1k wins on hive.I loved the hive community and so many friends,I always wanted to become number one like everyone else.The only reason I joined mcsg was because of all the hate I got from people for something I did.I never wanted to move to mcsg(even though im happy now here :3 <3) but I had to because of all the hate.So here we go.I was going threw a lot of stuff irl and was really stressed and depressed and didn't want to live anymore.So I talked about it in a channel with my old friend paddy and aaron.I wasnt going to do anything but I muted my mic and waited for like 20 mins crying.I told them I shot myself which I didn't and they made a whole big post about it on the hive forums and then everyone was talking about it.I went along with it cause it was the big thing in the community. People make videos about me and made the tag #Pray4Jake go around and people all had my skin and it was just terrible.I know what I did is a big insane and I think about it everyday and cry cause I miss all my friends on hive.After all of it people would say #Pray4Fake and I wish u were actually gone and would just find my skype and spam #Pray4Fake.They would make me cry everyday.Eventually I said enough is enough and moved to mcsg. I applied to a clan called Vortex owned by Jawsh and @SilentMischief.These were my first friends on mcsg and all knew about what happened to me.I was fine for awhile until people from hive came to mcsg.People that im not gonna say still bug me about it all the time and bug me alot. But threw all of it im still here. I just needed to let you all know who I am and this is why im on mcsg now.Please don't flame or say things here if you need to be rude to me pm me, I can take it its over a year and abit old.
Sorry if this is bad grammer and spelling i was crying the whole time I wrote this just thinking about how FU**ING DUMB I WAS.

 

[KaosInspired]

 

[Jawsh]

Ily bby. Haters gonna hate. Ainters gonna ain't

 

[KaosInspired]

Ily bby. Haters gonna hate. Ainters gonna ain't

is that ur catchphrase now you scrub?

 

[ThaLichBD]

Sir. If you ever to talk to somebody PM no fear to it no fear to talk with me PM me and we will go to Skype or tea speak and talk I had a bad life days ago but I talked to my best friend Equalitee he's an super person he changed my life I don't really know what he think of me but he's amazing you can talk to him too but Sir. Don't be afraid of PM me I'll talk to you and help you to get out of this depression trust me Sir. Just look for me I'm here to help others this is the best youR chance to feel better so Pm pleas I'll help you get out of that darkness as Equalitee helped me thank you hope to see a PM soon....

 

[Fusionnuggets]

Oh, I never knew anyone hated you and when I clicked on this thread.... well I didn't expect this that's for sure. Best of luck ? :c

 

[shadow1303]

 

[Jawsh]

is that ur catchphrase now you scrub?

Hell yea skid. Got a problem with my life? Didn't think so

 

[Ceroria]

As illustrated above by the one and only Hannah Montana, everyone makes mistakes. We just gotta move on.

 

[Nightmqre]

Hey guys it's codboy_88 or as most of you know me Jake.So I have been thinking a long time about makeing this because I didn't wan't to be hated again.As a lot of you may already know I have over 1k wins on hive.I loved the hive community and so many friends,I always wanted to become number one like everyone else.The only reason I joined mcsg was because of all the hate I got from people for something I did.I never wanted to move to mcsg(even though im happy now here :3 <3) but I had to because of all the hate.So here we go.I was going threw a lot of stuff irl and was really stressed and depressed and didn't want to live anymore.So I talked about it in a channel with my old friend paddy and aaron.I wasnt going to do anything but I muted my mic and waited for like 20 mins crying.I told them I shot myself which I didn't and they made a whole big post about it on the hive forums and then everyone was talking about it.I went along with it cause it was the big thing in the community. People make videos about me and made the tag #Pray4Jake go around and people all had my skin and it was just terrible.I know what I did is a big insane and I think about it everyday and cry cause I miss all my friends on hive.After all of it people would say #Pray4Fake and I wish u were actually gone and would just find my skype and spam #Pray4Fake.They would make me cry everyday.Eventually I said enough is enough and moved to mcsg. I applied to a clan called Vortex owned by Jawsh and @SilentMischief.These were my first friends on mcsg and all knew about what happened to me.I was fine for awhile until people from hive came to mcsg.People that im not gonna say still bug me about it all the time and bug me alot. But threw all of it im still here. I just needed to let you all know who I am and this is why im on mcsg now.Please don't flame or say things here if you need to be rude to me pm me, I can take it its over a year and abit old.
Sorry if this is bad grammer and spelling i was crying the whole time I wrote this just thinking about how FU**ING DUMB I WAS.

#8VACBannedAccounts

 

[smashmaster]

Ah dude im really sorry but its ok we all make mistakes your just lucky you made it online unlike me. I won't make fun of you and I hope no one else does either .

 

[Yannick]

I'm sorry. Hope everything is ok now. Depression is nothing to joke about.