ThaLichBD
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Hello there guys today im gonna post my personal life hope you like it.
Well my life is really sad and bad right now its not my best moment you know.. and thats because I never wanna go out... I never hang up with friends, I never sleep and my school notes are going down....
I think that im alone right now I think that my friends dont understand me at all that they dont know what im felling sometimes I think that staying at my room is easier but the truth is that is not cause I dont eat, I dont sleep I dont hang out, sometimes I just drink water for keep playing and the truth is that it is because im addicted to MCSG and thats why im always here thats why im always making report abuses posting stuff at the forums thats why im always active cause I never leave just for school but at the moment I get home I go to my room and play MCSG Im addicted to it thats why I wanna be a Mod and thats why im always looking for what to do in what can I help I want that MOD and I want to stay here but at the same time I wanna leave my room I wanna hang out but I dont cause I think that at any moment someone its gonna need me and when I get back no one needs me at all and I feel sad cause the only reason I dont sleep eat and go its for helping and when I wake up, when I finish eating, when I come back from the outside and thats not something that I normally do when I come back from there I spec to see messages at my profile people asking me for help at the forums and I dont see nothing but likes of post that other people make and I just get disappointed and make me wanna just dont wake up again cause I feel that the world dosnt need me thats why I want to be a Moderator so hard cause that way people is gonna need me and im gonna be happy with me self cause I know that people is putting their Hope on me but know that im nothing I just try to Help as I can to feel important I actually even do report my friends and thats because they are braking the rules and they get mad at me but I dont mind cause I want to be respected and I want to be part of the Staff cause other way I feel im nothing here and every where (Im not telling this to get more chances to be a MOD) Is because I talked to a Moderator recently at TS I told him what was going on and he told me to make a post at the Community Corner so here I am trying to get helped this time....guys im trying to give everything for this server im always helping this time please help me guys I just wanna know how to stop feeling that im useless I wanna know how to get out of my room I still wanna help MCGamer Network Im never gonna stop but even tho my life is just ruined sometimes I should relax hang out take some fresh air but I dont know Im always worried about someones gonna need me but they dont need me cause im not a MOD so what i am im no one? im important? or just a guy that no one takes care of? im a fake mod? im a fake person? what i am? how can I fell that im important that im helping how to feel that I can relax and that I can still helping people in big amount of time? I dont know and thats why im making this post for you can tell me that....hope to get some answers with this....well im going back to MCSG server guys to see if I can help someone...
If you need me PM ill try to answer as fast as I can
Have a nice day at the MCGamer Network.
Love you,
TheLich
Well my life is really sad and bad right now its not my best moment you know.. and thats because I never wanna go out... I never hang up with friends, I never sleep and my school notes are going down....
I think that im alone right now I think that my friends dont understand me at all that they dont know what im felling sometimes I think that staying at my room is easier but the truth is that is not cause I dont eat, I dont sleep I dont hang out, sometimes I just drink water for keep playing and the truth is that it is because im addicted to MCSG and thats why im always here thats why im always making report abuses posting stuff at the forums thats why im always active cause I never leave just for school but at the moment I get home I go to my room and play MCSG Im addicted to it thats why I wanna be a Mod and thats why im always looking for what to do in what can I help I want that MOD and I want to stay here but at the same time I wanna leave my room I wanna hang out but I dont cause I think that at any moment someone its gonna need me and when I get back no one needs me at all and I feel sad cause the only reason I dont sleep eat and go its for helping and when I wake up, when I finish eating, when I come back from the outside and thats not something that I normally do when I come back from there I spec to see messages at my profile people asking me for help at the forums and I dont see nothing but likes of post that other people make and I just get disappointed and make me wanna just dont wake up again cause I feel that the world dosnt need me thats why I want to be a Moderator so hard cause that way people is gonna need me and im gonna be happy with me self cause I know that people is putting their Hope on me but know that im nothing I just try to Help as I can to feel important I actually even do report my friends and thats because they are braking the rules and they get mad at me but I dont mind cause I want to be respected and I want to be part of the Staff cause other way I feel im nothing here and every where (Im not telling this to get more chances to be a MOD) Is because I talked to a Moderator recently at TS I told him what was going on and he told me to make a post at the Community Corner so here I am trying to get helped this time....guys im trying to give everything for this server im always helping this time please help me guys I just wanna know how to stop feeling that im useless I wanna know how to get out of my room I still wanna help MCGamer Network Im never gonna stop but even tho my life is just ruined sometimes I should relax hang out take some fresh air but I dont know Im always worried about someones gonna need me but they dont need me cause im not a MOD so what i am im no one? im important? or just a guy that no one takes care of? im a fake mod? im a fake person? what i am? how can I fell that im important that im helping how to feel that I can relax and that I can still helping people in big amount of time? I dont know and thats why im making this post for you can tell me that....hope to get some answers with this....well im going back to MCSG server guys to see if I can help someone...
If you need me PM ill try to answer as fast as I can
Have a nice day at the MCGamer Network.
Love you,
TheLich