Silently
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Hey Guys, Silently, Once again, and now I'm back for my life story. A more in-depth Life story. Well as a breif summary , This is going to be pretty lengthy So Thanks to all of those who did/will read all of it! I really appreciate it.
As Most of you may know this is me:
Plz no judge ok ty ily <3
- Tb to September 2014 <3
So let's begin with the story.
5th grade is where it all began, I started doing TERRIBLE in school, I just didn't care I disliked my teacher to the max. I just wanted to get out of elementary school. Well My mom, At that point in my life, She was very harsh, I understand her now but I didn't understand here at that time, She was always mad she would always yell etc., Parent things. Since I'm her first son it was understandable to me. Well I was on the border of going to summer school at 5th grade for doing bad, and stuff. But gladly, I passed my finals and passed the whole grade. Now 5th grade began, My mom realized she was doing wrong and messing my life up by just yelling and yelling at me, and I was so excited because she was no longer gonna be the abusive mother, And I was really really excited. Then she would take me put every Wednesday (Her day off) and she just gave me fast food, Since the 2 months, of summer vacation, I became chubby, Not obese just Fat. I was a fat 3'11 kid going to 6th grade, Yes I was very short. Not to offend anyone, But my school had mostly Guyanese people. As 6th grade went through, Some kid would always pick on me, I eventually got tired of it. Sometimes, I would go home and cry because back then i was really sensitive. He would always make racist jokes about me because "I looked mexican" And my Irl name is Juan. When Juan Isn't a mexican name. And I'm not even mexican. It still hurt, Knowing that there are real life cases where people do anything to get this country and that this stereo type kid was just making fun of it, hurt me alot. Especially when he made fun of my name. At this point i dont care. Back then I did. So I spent the whole year like that and yeah I never really did anything to stop. And this had me really depressed, And then on top of that I was still bad In school. Then I still passed 6th grade and 7th grade came along, The kid was still in my class (His name was krishan (The one that bullied me )) Well his, bullying continued, But Since i got older, I realized I could defend my self, I said alot of stuff to him. and he would always make a show in-order to embarrass me. Sometimes I would just cry right there on the spot. The "Jokes" Got to me. I was a fat little short kid, That looked mexican, People just started following his jokes making racist jokes such as "How many mexicans does it take to a lightbulb?" "Juan" - That joke just teared me apart It killed me. I was devastated, Crying and stuff. I was still a little whimp. Until the end of 7th grade, And as I reiterate, I still did bad in school, I couldn't even concentrate anymore. Then Towards the last couple days of school 7th grade, This kid would be like Since you're such a mexican stop mowing your lawn, and fight me. So that triggered me. I punched him in the face and we fought. Fortunately I won!
Ever since, The bullying stopped, I couldn't take it anymore 2 years straight. And I was just done with that kid. So that was over. Then I passed 7th grade. Then On July 8th, 2013. I met this kid that had went to my school at the time and Played MC at that time I was a little dumb kid. I remember when the horse update came out We had to switch launcher and crap for 1.6 I didn't know how to do it, So this guys helped me and we became great friends. We would play non-stop 24/7 since it was smmer break in July and he went to my school. A really strong bond occured. Well yeah 8th grade I was just bad in school and thats mostly what happened 8th grade was one of the best school years I've had. I was problem free for most of the time, Playing MInecraft With my friends. And so. So then I pretty much Played Roxbot and MCGamer by september 2013 and yeah Then the ending of 8th grade, I was very close to not passing, And I took a small week break to pass/graduate. And so I passed. Then I became more familiar to the roxbot community and I met a few friends, So we all decided to start an SMP and such, And an arguement broke down the first day because of an enchantment table, It was such a big deal for no reason, but kids are kids, I was 13. Well my IRL friend was apart of the SMP and since everyone then hated me, He gave them My Irl name which is Juan While mostly everyone knows me as Alex my Middle name. On with the story, He had told them my name, and since i have an accent they began to flame me calling me a beaner and such. I remember that day I was added to a skype chat, where i was flamed by 12 people that were in the SMP and That time, I was really hurt, My IRL friend had betrayed me, Everyone flamed, Since they were known in the Roxbot Community, They would pass False rumors and I was just hurt, I had entered depression. And I was still fat. And yeah. Then I got over that. And Now I'm in High School, Meeting new people and new friends, And it's such a nice experience, Because friends, help you get through things, They help yo distract your self, If it werent for my friends I wouldn't be the person I am now. I Now havent been bullied ever since that flam war which is now like 10 months almost a year. Me and my IRL friend have forgaven eachother, and my life is currently in good standing, My grades are up, And yeah!
That basically Concludes My story, Thanks to all of those who read the whole thing! I really appreciate it!
-Silently/Alex
As Most of you may know this is me:
Plz no judge ok ty ily <3
- Tb to September 2014 <3
So let's begin with the story.
5th grade is where it all began, I started doing TERRIBLE in school, I just didn't care I disliked my teacher to the max. I just wanted to get out of elementary school. Well My mom, At that point in my life, She was very harsh, I understand her now but I didn't understand here at that time, She was always mad she would always yell etc., Parent things. Since I'm her first son it was understandable to me. Well I was on the border of going to summer school at 5th grade for doing bad, and stuff. But gladly, I passed my finals and passed the whole grade. Now 5th grade began, My mom realized she was doing wrong and messing my life up by just yelling and yelling at me, and I was so excited because she was no longer gonna be the abusive mother, And I was really really excited. Then she would take me put every Wednesday (Her day off) and she just gave me fast food, Since the 2 months, of summer vacation, I became chubby, Not obese just Fat. I was a fat 3'11 kid going to 6th grade, Yes I was very short. Not to offend anyone, But my school had mostly Guyanese people. As 6th grade went through, Some kid would always pick on me, I eventually got tired of it. Sometimes, I would go home and cry because back then i was really sensitive. He would always make racist jokes about me because "I looked mexican" And my Irl name is Juan. When Juan Isn't a mexican name. And I'm not even mexican. It still hurt, Knowing that there are real life cases where people do anything to get this country and that this stereo type kid was just making fun of it, hurt me alot. Especially when he made fun of my name. At this point i dont care. Back then I did. So I spent the whole year like that and yeah I never really did anything to stop. And this had me really depressed, And then on top of that I was still bad In school. Then I still passed 6th grade and 7th grade came along, The kid was still in my class (His name was krishan (The one that bullied me )) Well his, bullying continued, But Since i got older, I realized I could defend my self, I said alot of stuff to him. and he would always make a show in-order to embarrass me. Sometimes I would just cry right there on the spot. The "Jokes" Got to me. I was a fat little short kid, That looked mexican, People just started following his jokes making racist jokes such as "How many mexicans does it take to a lightbulb?" "Juan" - That joke just teared me apart It killed me. I was devastated, Crying and stuff. I was still a little whimp. Until the end of 7th grade, And as I reiterate, I still did bad in school, I couldn't even concentrate anymore. Then Towards the last couple days of school 7th grade, This kid would be like Since you're such a mexican stop mowing your lawn, and fight me. So that triggered me. I punched him in the face and we fought. Fortunately I won!
Ever since, The bullying stopped, I couldn't take it anymore 2 years straight. And I was just done with that kid. So that was over. Then I passed 7th grade. Then On July 8th, 2013. I met this kid that had went to my school at the time and Played MC at that time I was a little dumb kid. I remember when the horse update came out We had to switch launcher and crap for 1.6 I didn't know how to do it, So this guys helped me and we became great friends. We would play non-stop 24/7 since it was smmer break in July and he went to my school. A really strong bond occured. Well yeah 8th grade I was just bad in school and thats mostly what happened 8th grade was one of the best school years I've had. I was problem free for most of the time, Playing MInecraft With my friends. And so. So then I pretty much Played Roxbot and MCGamer by september 2013 and yeah Then the ending of 8th grade, I was very close to not passing, And I took a small week break to pass/graduate. And so I passed. Then I became more familiar to the roxbot community and I met a few friends, So we all decided to start an SMP and such, And an arguement broke down the first day because of an enchantment table, It was such a big deal for no reason, but kids are kids, I was 13. Well my IRL friend was apart of the SMP and since everyone then hated me, He gave them My Irl name which is Juan While mostly everyone knows me as Alex my Middle name. On with the story, He had told them my name, and since i have an accent they began to flame me calling me a beaner and such. I remember that day I was added to a skype chat, where i was flamed by 12 people that were in the SMP and That time, I was really hurt, My IRL friend had betrayed me, Everyone flamed, Since they were known in the Roxbot Community, They would pass False rumors and I was just hurt, I had entered depression. And I was still fat. And yeah. Then I got over that. And Now I'm in High School, Meeting new people and new friends, And it's such a nice experience, Because friends, help you get through things, They help yo distract your self, If it werent for my friends I wouldn't be the person I am now. I Now havent been bullied ever since that flam war which is now like 10 months almost a year. Me and my IRL friend have forgaven eachother, and my life is currently in good standing, My grades are up, And yeah!That basically Concludes My story, Thanks to all of those who read the whole thing! I really appreciate it!
-Silently/Alex
