Silently
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Hey guys, It may be one of the first times I have ever had the necessity to do this, But it's all worth it as long as I recover my FAMILY back. As a breif summary for those of you who are new here basically what happened was, I was the leader of Vortality/Outbreak and In the meaning of it, I was let's say a "bad" friend to them, Yes I recognize I was a little "Tyrannic" as FreeRunning stated. I'm extremely Sorry for those of Current IrisUS Clan members Let me begin. There is ALOT of people I owe an apology too.
IrisUS / GucciRos3 / Blue_elitecable / WorstInClan - You were a bro for me and even though I've acted like i really didn't care I did. All the words that were said in between us, really did hurt me. Even If i acted or gave the sign that I really didn't care. I only want your forgivness. I didnt want us to split ends and go our each ways after knowing you for how many months 6 months of just bonding with eachother and I don't want it to be thrown away. I'm Sorry Vincent :'( . I really am.
Revenqe - Julien, I need to give you a HUGE apology, I was always so rude / mean to you for no reason, I felt bad, And didn't know how to make it up to you, You hold some of my darkest secrets as well as IrisUS / Blue. I just want your forgivness as a friend, Don't you think I miss those days where we would play roxbot all day, Lol and your 30 fps laptop would always make you rage haha xD! All of those memories still have a special place in my heart, Don't ever forget that.
DarkEvil - Dark, At first you sterotyped and hated me remember? Then you joined my clan and we became great friends, then someday you randomly left because of my idioticness, And i feel bad, trust me I do. I've missed your personality especially that day you were streaming lol, and you gave me a shoutout, I'm sorry once again. Please forgive me <3
_GrappleSauce_ - Grap you as well as Revenqe we had a special bond since september, and it's been a wild blast, I'm sorry ways had to go bad, I'm sorry I hurt your feelings when i told blue, he held my darkest secret, But it was a different one, I just want your forgiveness, I'm really sorry I remember when I asked "Do you guys have a girlfriend?" LOL! I love you grap, Don't forget it.
FugeCraft - Daniel, It was hard for me to seem Like i didn't care at all, I had to do it. Trust me. There is no way I could've haten you even though dark brought you into the clan Im glad you stayed with us, Even if you were inacitve I still loved you, I understood. I'm extremely sorry, I know You were one of the 10,000 people I have been mean too.
Mastaomines - Mast your reason for leaving remains unknown to me, But i'm guessing because of me too. I'm sorry.
Soccerking9999 - Joe You really did mean alot to me, It was fun spending those 6 months with you as well, I'm EXTREMELY sorry for calling you all those terrible names, It aches me that I had the audacity to actually call my FRIENDS or not even friends FAMILY those terrible words. Joe the words you and I interacted really hurt me but as GucciRose Said I guess I really am a little Bi****, I'm sorry joe. Trust me If i didn't care I wouldnt take my time to these posts.
Savaqe - The cause onto why you gained such a special place in my heart so damn quickly is unknown. Savage, I never meant for us to split ways, You probably lost your respect for me etc, Like you did for autsin, But I completely understand, And i'm tremendously sorry. I'm sorry, You are one of the few i've never been mean too, but still.
Grizzlies_81 Grizzliez1 - Nolan and "q" Even though we didn't bond too much, I shouldn't have treated you guys the way I have, It was wrong on my part, Everything that you guys told me is completely TRUE. I'm sorry Nolan and Grizzlies. ;/
prestomesto - I owe you a HUGE apology as well, For staying with me through everything, You were always here for me, Sometimes I would say the worst of things and you would take it, I'm sorry. And I appreciate how you still are here for me after everything, preston really, Thank you man. I love you.
PerfectDebuff - You always would think that you're bad and stuff like that when you're not. I'm sorry for any bad things I've told you if i have, But don't think you're bad, I'm sorry dan.
Foopy - I've known you for so little, But We've had a quite unbelievable friendship, There would be times where you would be a little sensative and such, I'm sorry I know sometimes my words would hurt your feelings EASILY, and I want to apologize right now for that, I hope you can forgive me as well.
To anyone else, That I've been mean too I'm extremely Sorry, I hope you guys can end up to forgive me.
You guys will always not be my friends but my family, I was extremely hurt due to what's happening, I bet while you guys read this you guys are going to be like, What a nerd, Why would we accept his apology after everything, I just want you guys to know, I really am Sorry. You guys probably hate me for joining angels, But trust me, Impacting Has been a good leader, You guys probably don't care but yeah anyways.
I just care for your forgivness, Nothing else.
-Silently/Alex
IrisUS / GucciRos3 / Blue_elitecable / WorstInClan - You were a bro for me and even though I've acted like i really didn't care I did. All the words that were said in between us, really did hurt me. Even If i acted or gave the sign that I really didn't care. I only want your forgivness. I didnt want us to split ends and go our each ways after knowing you for how many months 6 months of just bonding with eachother and I don't want it to be thrown away. I'm Sorry Vincent :'( . I really am.
Revenqe - Julien, I need to give you a HUGE apology, I was always so rude / mean to you for no reason, I felt bad, And didn't know how to make it up to you, You hold some of my darkest secrets as well as IrisUS / Blue. I just want your forgivness as a friend, Don't you think I miss those days where we would play roxbot all day, Lol and your 30 fps laptop would always make you rage haha xD! All of those memories still have a special place in my heart, Don't ever forget that.
DarkEvil - Dark, At first you sterotyped and hated me remember? Then you joined my clan and we became great friends, then someday you randomly left because of my idioticness, And i feel bad, trust me I do. I've missed your personality especially that day you were streaming lol, and you gave me a shoutout, I'm sorry once again. Please forgive me <3
_GrappleSauce_ - Grap you as well as Revenqe we had a special bond since september, and it's been a wild blast, I'm sorry ways had to go bad, I'm sorry I hurt your feelings when i told blue, he held my darkest secret, But it was a different one, I just want your forgiveness, I'm really sorry I remember when I asked "Do you guys have a girlfriend?" LOL! I love you grap, Don't forget it.
FugeCraft - Daniel, It was hard for me to seem Like i didn't care at all, I had to do it. Trust me. There is no way I could've haten you even though dark brought you into the clan Im glad you stayed with us, Even if you were inacitve I still loved you, I understood. I'm extremely sorry, I know You were one of the 10,000 people I have been mean too.
Mastaomines - Mast your reason for leaving remains unknown to me, But i'm guessing because of me too. I'm sorry.
Soccerking9999 - Joe You really did mean alot to me, It was fun spending those 6 months with you as well, I'm EXTREMELY sorry for calling you all those terrible names, It aches me that I had the audacity to actually call my FRIENDS or not even friends FAMILY those terrible words. Joe the words you and I interacted really hurt me but as GucciRose Said I guess I really am a little Bi****, I'm sorry joe. Trust me If i didn't care I wouldnt take my time to these posts.
Savaqe - The cause onto why you gained such a special place in my heart so damn quickly is unknown. Savage, I never meant for us to split ways, You probably lost your respect for me etc, Like you did for autsin, But I completely understand, And i'm tremendously sorry. I'm sorry, You are one of the few i've never been mean too, but still.
Grizzlies_81 Grizzliez1 - Nolan and "q" Even though we didn't bond too much, I shouldn't have treated you guys the way I have, It was wrong on my part, Everything that you guys told me is completely TRUE. I'm sorry Nolan and Grizzlies. ;/
prestomesto - I owe you a HUGE apology as well, For staying with me through everything, You were always here for me, Sometimes I would say the worst of things and you would take it, I'm sorry. And I appreciate how you still are here for me after everything, preston really, Thank you man. I love you.
PerfectDebuff - You always would think that you're bad and stuff like that when you're not. I'm sorry for any bad things I've told you if i have, But don't think you're bad, I'm sorry dan.
Foopy - I've known you for so little, But We've had a quite unbelievable friendship, There would be times where you would be a little sensative and such, I'm sorry I know sometimes my words would hurt your feelings EASILY, and I want to apologize right now for that, I hope you can forgive me as well.
To anyone else, That I've been mean too I'm extremely Sorry, I hope you guys can end up to forgive me.
You guys will always not be my friends but my family, I was extremely hurt due to what's happening, I bet while you guys read this you guys are going to be like, What a nerd, Why would we accept his apology after everything, I just want you guys to know, I really am Sorry. You guys probably hate me for joining angels, But trust me, Impacting Has been a good leader, You guys probably don't care but yeah anyways.
I just care for your forgivness, Nothing else.
-Silently/Alex