Depression

[powdski]

I probably will end up making a clan with friends. To have fun.

 

[powdski]

If I was in your shoes. I would give up on clans...

Clans are my life. That's what I do on MCSG. That's the only thing fun in my life rn.

 

[Electrix]

Clans are my life. That's what I do on MCSG. That's the only thing fun in my life rn.

If you feel like MCSG has taken over your life, just pursue a hobby. Doesn't matter if it's exercising, playing a sport, or just another video game. If I hadn't downloaded Portal 2 in December, MCSG would have driven me insane, and that's without clans.

If you want to be back in the clan game, you have two options:

1. Work to get really awesome statistics, so more clans will be more open to you.
2. Start over with a new account where nobody knows you.

Kinda sad, but those are the only two I can really think of.

 

[Ceroria]

There's more to it than just apologizing. That's the first step, I'm sure you've heard this all before, but after apologizing you make changes to the ways you act and validate that apology. Words followed by solid actions gain respect from people c:

 

[Scott]

Exactly what Ceroria said.

On the topic of everyone hating you, that's false. I don't hate you, I am sure Invictus doesn't hate you, most people in clans don't hate you, and I could go on forever. Just because you've made other not trust you doesn't mean they hate. Quite the opposite actually. They're looking for you to change your actions, and it may come off as harsh when they deny you, but that's because they haven't actually seen change yet. First thing I'd do is take a 3 or so month break from clans or even MCGamer in general. Once you return, play normal for about a month and then apply for a clan. If you are denied, PM a leader of a clan on the forums and ask them to let you prove yourself, prove that you have changed. It might fix your reputation slowly. If that doesn't work, and I cannot believe I am saying this, but maybe you should consider leaving MCGamer (and starting up on another network if you wish).

 

[tayemack123]

I don't know you, but I've seen you around, and I feel the same way about my online friends. If you ever need anything, I'm here. I have helped or talked with many people who have had the same problem as you, you aren't a burden and I'm sure that you'll find your way out of this. Remember, there's a lot of people who care about you.

 

[Tyler]

You done this to yourself, people deny you because you are known for hopping. A good way to fix this is stay clanless for a while and be active on a clans ts you really want to join.

 

[Creepah]

Being perfectly honest, what do you expect?

Your signature has multiple clans and "(a lot more)", and on your application in that clan thread, you literally state that you haven't been in a clan for more than two weeks. It's like going to a job interview and having a sheet of 20 past employers within the last year and then saying "I stayed for two weeks at each one". It's like shooting yourself in the foot.

Leave the clan scene, clean up your rep.

 

[Braden]

Ok, so currently I am going through some depression now. Online friends are the people I rely on. They feel like my real friends. Lately people have been denying me from clans because of past experience. I have said sorry many times. I just want someone to accept me. I want to feel like wanted. No one wants me. Everyone hates me. I feel awkward with this depression. Life doesn't feel right.

I like you.

 

[P3num6ra]

If it is the only thing fun in your life right now, then you are obviously very young... I'm 16 and the greatest society impact on my life has been MCSG. I don't feel bad at all, I actually have a lot of friends and every day at school is a new and exciting, open day.

 

[ItsHazooo]

Take a break, start playing any other games you like, if you don't have any just play CSGO, competitive for ranks and you can play and make friends with new people.