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Cyron

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Before we start, I would like to start off saying that I do deserved to be hated throughout the entire community for leaving for like 20 times and coming back, you guys just don't get it. My life is full of drama and idk why but video games does sure help me get out of the rough times that I've been going through. If you were in my shoes I doubt that you would've end here or out in the streets being homeless. My life is awfully horrible, and I hate it. Playing video games was sure whole a lot fun, although it was filled with wonderful internet relationships that I've made along the way. Can't thank for many memories and my friends being their for me no matter what type of friend that was. Everybody is not perfect! I know nobody is going to give a fudge about me, but whateves.

“The story of life is quicker than the wink of an eye, the story of love is hello and goodbye...until we meet again”
Jimi Hendrix



As you are probably wondering what the title really means. It means that I really wanted to say thanks for a lot for memories and fun times i've had in a while. But, it is time for me to go. Yes, I am about to quit for the 10th time. After all these threads I have been making is causing too much chaos and drama. Drama isn't what you really want, it can really hurt you're feelings and what you are going through in life. I was missing the fact that I was wasting my time in front of the screen of cyberbullying & video games. Another thing is that I was losing my friends which makes that I have literally no friends. Yes! I did say NO friends. You guys are probably saying that how would you lose you're friends? It's not like that, when you are infront of a screen playing video games and online talking to strangers that could be using "VoiceChangers", also that includes that you are losing you're social life skills too. For example my "friends" that use to be my friends will no text to me anymore since I am not even talking to them or hanging out with them. Just because I am so addicted to Minecraft and I thought this game would help me feel better, since I was going through such a hard time such as divorced parents, and other stuff that I shouldn't be talking about. The best thing to recover my "old friends" and to get back on the right path is to quit Minecraft & the internet. People don't understand that CyberBullying can be very hurtful and it is the most leading thing to cause people to commit suicide. Towards the people that think CyberBullying is funny and can't hurt you. Well, in that case it can hurt you and as well you could get arrested. Take a look around the entire world, an example would be Africa. Tons of people are DYING in Africa since they don't have what we have. Seriously, take things for granted and you should be thankful that you have food & water. Please don't say CyberBullying solves you're problems. It really doesn't at all, it just makes it worst. In that case I did a lot of reasonings & explaining of why I am quitting. Now shall we move on to the "Memories of MCSG".

So Where do we start...
Trying to remember the first time I logged on MCSG, I was on the account named "Mr_Spyrew7". Quite a weird In game name, but whatever it is what it is. Before I start talking about MCSG, let's talk about how I got into the server. So one day I was on youtube just searching up music videos to look at and and listen too. Then, I came across to a Bajancandian the "popular" youtuber or whatever you want to call him. Until, I was watching his videos I thought it was very cool to watch and then I saw the hunger games video which was on the fridge's servers I believe. Anyways I really did like watching BajanCandian and then I search up on the search bar on the topic of "Survival Games", since I was so interested the game and the first thing that popped up was a video by "TOXICWASTEII". Many of you know he was most famous of his Voice cracks & the fishing rod technique. I was so shocked how he was so good at the Hunger games/Survival games. Right away I got the server ip which was MCSG and I played 24/7. In that case I wasn't winning any games I sucked so bad. Yes, you do expect that you will start off nooby. Every single deathmatch I would always be full leather with wood axe, or either no armor. This was back in the MCSGv2 days, I wasn't here in the beginning of MCSGV1 & MCGAMERv1. I had played this game I think in 7th grade or 8th grade, somewhere around there. It was the most fun game I've ever enjoyed. Although, I am bit disappointed that I didn't get achieve one of my top main goal which was to get 1,000 wins. There are several reasons why I didn't get 1,000 wins, which was clans was involved. Clans had been a big impact to me, since I had made my very first "online friend" through clans. Clans had been chaos and held so much wonderful memories. My first couple friends was "Im_Cozzy" & " HashtagForTheWin ", thank you guys for making me a very good PvPer, especially Hashtagforthewin did the most of the work. He would always help me get better at strafing. For example Hashtag tells me what my weaknesses whenever we 1v1 on Roxbot and then I ask him "what is strafing" LOL. This cracked me up a lot when I was looking back the past where Minecraft had been the biggest interest to me. I do give Hashtag the most credit, he has given me so much lessons. One day I wish I can meet him. He's a very good guy, by what I mean that is he has never swear towards me and he would always keep a good-way attitude. Thanks@HashtagForTheWin means alot dude. I would still have sucked, if you hadn't been in #Desire clan. Moving on, There is so much to give people credit but, I am only going to include a couple that have impacted me. Not saying that I hate you guys or dislike you guys. It's just it will take a lot more effort, yes in that case that counts as me being lazy. I want to say thanks to my clan members to the clans that I have made, it was a whole alot of fun. MCSG was filled with so much fun times & memories. Let me tell you what I mean:

Take a look at that video and tell me what you think, when I was looking at my past. What I mean by that is when I wasn't interested in video games & I was always hanging out with friends, and going outside too. Then I'm like what the "crap" am I doing. I am wasting my time and should be hanging out with friends. Laughing, having fun, and hanging out with friends is exactly what you should be doing since friends in the outside world/real world are here to back you up. Not over the internet, can internet friends back you up even infront of a bully. The answer to that is NO.

An another video I would like to mention is this:

Now tell me what you think of that? To me it's powerful, some parts are so convincing to me. I now realized taking life back on the right path and taking things for granted. I need to spend my life the way I want to make it, since you only got one life and you cannot go back. It's basically YOLO, yes yolo and do whatever you want to do. Life is all about making mistakes and everybody goes through every sort of thing that makes their life not perfect. Everybody is NOT perfect. "10 mins from now we could die but 20 mins from now you could die", this reminds me of that I need to start living not wasting it.

Well in that case I am going to be giving out my accounts, this is the last goodbye.
Yes while typing this, it was very hard and I am kind of crying. I will miss my internet friends that have impacted my life. Now is the time to change it and fix it. Mistakes is all about fixing it, life isn't perfect when I mentioned that before.

Rixzo, Tripzy, CreeperGoesPro(Don't have that account anymore), SpyrewMC (Don't have that account anymore), Cyron, Payton,

Peace out!
 

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I read it all. Budy , I dont know you. I dont know what have you done and what will you do. But remember , sometimes the easiest way is not the best way. I dont want to get into your private problems but THATS LIFE. Point of life is to not give up. If you think you've lost friends because of Minecraft. Is the minecraft problem or you are doing something wrong? You can play video games and have very nice real life. For example, I play video games for like 5-6 hours on average per day when I do not have school works or smth. If you know how to control your life, how to control your time you will get the point of the life. I hope you understand me and this mesaage to you but remember NEVER GIVE UP and always feel free to message me for advise and I will always be there for you, even if I do not know you.

I wish you good luck and I hope you will get this point one day.

Have a nice day and good luck my friend :)

Exzone
 

Cyron

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Here we go again lol, gl again
hey bro, peace out. Throwback the Roxbot days, here's a quote from me saying towards you that was the most stupid question I guess. "How do I strafe? Hashtag?" haha you helped me with so much Steven, it really means alot. I do get that I quit way to much where it gets to the point where I am retarded and you know that. I am dumb. Anyways, Pce dude
If you ever need to talk about anything, I'm always here.
Thanks dude, much appreciated. Especially you are moderator ; a really good moderator that'll help out thanks again. I'll def. message you if something comes up and I need someone to talk to.
I read it all. Budy , I dont know you. I dont know what have you done and what will you do. But remember , sometimes the easiest way is not the best way. I dont want to get into your private problems but THATS LIFE. Point of life is to not give up. If you think you've lost friends because of Minecraft. Is the minecraft problem or you are doing something wrong? You can play video games and have very nice real life. For example, I play video games for like 5-6 hours on average per day when I do not have school works or smth. If you know how to control your life, how to control your time you will get the point of the life. I hope you understand me and this mesaage to you but remember NEVER GIVE UP and always feel free to message me for advise and I will always be there for you, even if I do not know you.

I wish you good luck and I hope you will get this point one day.

Have a nice day and good luck my friend :)

Exzone
Thanks bud, but you know I miss the old memories when I was having whole a lot of fun back when I didn't even play minecraft. For example I would go to the pool, wouldn't play on the computer the entire summer, and etc. Computer made me weaker at Social life skills. It's the way my life rolls. I just want to get back the real me, the friends that I enjoy laughing with, talking with, and having fun too.
 

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You were in Verzon, weren't you? I feel like we were in a clan together at some point. Either way, good luck in life and hope you get some of your friends back c:
 

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Good luck in life. If you need to go back to something. Do not worry, come in with confidence. Go out with wisdom.
 

Cyron

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You were in Verzon, weren't you? I feel like we were in a clan together at some point. Either way, good luck in life and hope you get some of your friends back c:
Maybe ^.^ but anyways, thanks for leaving a nice comment it sure does help me a bit =)
I was in Verzon when I played on McOrangeBurger45 :p
McOrangeey, I got one last thing that I would like to say to you. "Macroer!" (Inside joke) you know it bud, pce my dude go smack some peeps and hope you get in and enjoy your stay in rebels.
Good luck in life. If you need to go back to something. Do not worry, come in with confidence. Go out with wisdom.
Thanks man! <3 Really helps out alot (*)_(*) <- froggy face I think, well idk what it is though.. xD
 

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Maybe ^.^ but anyways, thanks for leaving a nice comment it sure does help me a bit =)

McOrangeey, I got one last thing that I would like to say to you. "Macroer!" (Inside joke) you know it bud, pce my dude go smack some peeps and hope you get in and enjoy your stay in rebels.

Thanks man! <3 Really helps out alot (*)_(*) <- froggy face I think, well idk what it is though.. xD
<333 I'll miss you fellow Ohioan.
 

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