ErinEquinox
Survivor
- Joined
- Feb 18, 2013
- Messages
- 45
- Reaction score
- 52
I became a moderator on September 28th,2013. With only a few weeks before my 1 year anniversary, I would have expected myself to reach that date and celebrate it. I never expected myself to ever retire. I expected myself to stay here as long as MCGamer was around. Unfortunately, like the seasons change, so do we. In the recent months, a higher calling was introduced into my life. Academically speaking, I am facing one of the most crucial time periods of my life. The upcoming school year is very crucial considering the competitiveness and rigorousness of my school system. It would be impossible for me to make the best out of my school experience if I kept lying to myself and denying my responsibility. The truth is, I knew that I needed to retire. Since February, I knew that my resignation from MCSG was inevitable, yet I kept denying it. I denied myself as a student, to help this community. In return, I learned great leadership qualities and great friendships but sacrificed time as a student. The time as come, I need to drop this position. In this life, we need to learn how to adapt to change. Sometimes we need to let down our sentimental feelings for things of a higher responsibility and calling. In the recent weeks,I've been expected to show more responsibility as a staff member which I couldn't promise. I can't afford to let any of the staff team down. I can't continue to serve this community half halfheartedly. If I continue to deny my true responsibility as a student, I will not only hurt myself, but the staff members around me. In the future, I definitely see myself applying for staff again, when I'm sure I can handle the job.
Piss off <3
I'll see you again
ErinEquinox
Piss off <3
I'll see you again
ErinEquinox