TotalDramaTony
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#ThrowbackThursday!!!!!! :3 Well it's been nine months since I got hired and ohemgee it's been a while. I just want to make this to share some memories, and remember all of the absolute insanity that I've had/been through over these months. Being a mod is one of the most life changing things I've ever had in my life. I am 17 years old and a senior in high school and you would think "Why you a mod? Don't you have SAT's or something?" Well yeah 
I'm just trying to turn up and party ;3 But yeah, I've stayed here and want to stay because of all the experiences I've had. Of course, it started on January 12th and I was a little waiting rank. I was scared to death of sooooo many people. I barely spoke in the waiting room, but luckily I had great friends from Skype that I'll detail more at a later point, but they got my spirits up, great friends like dindavid , iSilverr , DogSeth02 and AZNf0rever6 Then when it came to interview day, I was ready to pass out, but then I reminded myself, confidence, just be confident and immediately I put on my alter ego, Beyonce! :3 I tried my best and I passed the interview with the baes CAmadeusA KellieBreanne Cubes and wooders1996 After I passed, I was introduced to Michael, and then I met SOOOO many new mods like the baes ChandelleMC MKFarrell KRaidium and Lovelywishes levi_the_potato LadyOfLove KitMencha Celine and sooo many other people like LizzyBethyMC DonutDudeMC Halo_0 and just so many peeps! I was so overwhlemed but I was happy and I usually am never happy like I was back then. That was basically January and February, come March, some drama happened, and I felt so bad for the people I hurt, I never meant it, and some things I don't think were actually said, but oh well, I learned from it and apologized for it, so I hope that was that. I became really close with MKFarrell and I met more people like Bowser52000 Dave and I got my clan going with dindavid and so we met more people and yeah, March had its ups and downs. April was awkward, to say the least :3 but April was when I met DiamondGirl2017 and Kelsey7978 and some other peeps. Then in May, I met more baes that I love a lot now like PeriLH_ and JacksonReaction starwilly12 Equalitee @Accuity and a few other baes. I became closer to people again and some people I grew closer to as well. I grew so much love for so many people, but unfortunately around May, I was becoming a very mean, rude, and evil bully, and that went on for a while, I'm truly ashamed of that behavior and I will do anything to make it up to the people I may have hurt. The craziness went on to June, but at the same time, I was having fun with all of my friends and just having a fun, but kind of rude, time. I didn't really make many new friends at this point, I was really ratchet. Then in July, not much changed, but drama was at an all time high, people were getting jumped left and right, and everyone seemed to have beef with one another in my friend group. It was insane and August didn't really get any better. More people were leaving then coming, and it was madness, I feel like over the summer, I was not really doing a good job as mod, or a person. It was hard times, lots of tears, lots of confusion and lots of misery. Then September came, one of the biggest blowouts of my life. My best friend at the time, I opened my eyes to how he and I were acting and I couldn't stay with him if it meant condoning his behavior so I was out. I stood up for the people he bullied and attacked and I felt good about myself and while all of this hit the fan, I apologized to everyone I ever felt that I wronged, I want to the mature person with reasoning and logic on their left shoulder and morals on their right. Life really changed for me in September but I'll detail that later. Anyways, now in October, I'm taking everything that happened in nine months, both IRL and MC, and I'm moving on and learning and doing what I need to do in order to do the right thing in life. No bullying, no harassing, no ratchetness that other people influenced me to do, that's not a thing anymore, I am a good person deep down, so I'm not gonna let the stupidity of my actions haunt me for the rest of my life, I still have very hard rough times, and I still cry at the thoughts of some things, but I try my best to move along, and keep on going. Well that's been a quick summary of the past nine months and after so long, I hope I can still keep the people I still have, as life long friends, and I hope I can meet new people that will forever be friends as well. Time for the bae list!
THE BAES (in order of meeting)
dindavid My oldest friend, and the one that is always with me, your the best, we always laugh and have fun, whether its talking about your cousins, whipping out that diamond sword and killing you when your in a chest, or just thinking back to #TeamNub, your da bae and will always be the bae, thats why you first <33
The ratchets from TeamNub: Silver, Seth and Danny, y'all are ratchet and you all are perf and thanks for so much fun and all the laughs!
KellieBreanne You is my bae! Thank you so much Kellie for everything! If it weren't for you I would't have met all of the amazing people I have now, I could never thank you enough, you are such an awesome person, I could never repay you for all that you've done for me, that's why you da bae <33
CAmadeusA Cam you are da boo, even though you were ratchet during my interview, you will always be mah boo and even though we weren't that close in the beginning, I'm happy we're close now, your sass keeps my ratchetness flowing and I need your ratchetness to get my sass going <333 ILY BOO
Cubes Nasty. Jk thanks a lot for leading my interview Cubes, your voice actually made it a little funner xD ratchet cube head
ChandelleMC Gurl, you were always a nice, sweet and awesome gurl! You is mah gurl and I am so happy I have someone like you in my life, to give me hope :3 and I don't wanna remember it, but it's past and I'm real sorry for all the awkwardness and the stupidity I did back in March and I'm just so happy we could go back to being besties <33 You is da boo
MKFarrell You are one of my best est best friends, like you are so important to me and your bae and your just a great person. You always stuck with me and even though times got ratchet, we still were friends and stuck it out together. You have some of the best energy around and you are a very understanding person and that is one of the many qualities that I love you you death for ILY5EVER MSLAY <33333333
KRaidium Kr, I love you. You were always fun and sweet and cute and adorable and kanfwd2rlanfl, I'll admit, I had a crush on you, and I still think you're perf ILY KR <3333 You'll always be very important to me <33
levi_the_potato You are such a potato, like i cant with u. You were always ratchet, and you're always gonna be 12 in my mind so :3 jk ILY levi! I know we arent as close as we used to be and sometimes i Get really rude with you sometimes, but trust me, its tough love <333 ILY BOO
LadyOfLove SHELBAY I LOVE YOU I FENA. I know in the beginning you were curious if I was gonna blow up NightFury or something so just so you know, PLZ TEM I FENA ILY I HAZ DIAMONDS! But, really tho, you were always great, thanks so much for the time you took to help me with things and thanks for always being awesome, your a big sister to me, and even though sometimes I'm scared of you, and even though, sometimes, you get mad at me, your doing sisterly love so thanks a lot gurl, ily gurk <33333 you still Kelly Rowland tho
KitMencha Nick, your truly a real, amazing person. You were always nice to me, you were always willing to try, and you never gave up no matter how rough your life got and you are inspirational, thanks so much for not only keeping yourself happy, but trying to help everyone, I hope we can be friends forever ily boo <33
Dave Dave, :3 things were weird between us at one point, but I'm happy You were able to help me when I needed it, and I hope I helped you when you needed it, your a very good friend and an awesome, kind and understanding person, I hope me and you can be friends forever because, honestly, I need someone like you in my life, just like everyone else, you're the older brother I never had and I'm so happy I have you <33
Bowser52000 You are so ratchet, but you're fun too benny :3 I know we don't talk as much as we do with other people, but thanks for all the laughs and stuff, your fun to be around
Adragonfire9 Alex, you ratchet. But seriously tho, you are a great friend, you are an honest, great person, you do amazing things and you have fun doing them. Sometimes you get ratchet, or get in crazy situations, but don't worry, I know you didn't mean what you did or said, it's okay boo and I'm very proud of you, and will always be, keep on having fun Alex you da boo
AmyGlitters Amy mah boo! You always have been a sweet person, and thanks so much for always being a nice friend. I know we don't talk as much as before, I still love you gurk :3 #MahEUBoo
DiamondGirl2017 Veronica, i hate you, ya nasty. :3 jk ily gurk! you're one of my best friends and I always want whats best for you, I want you to be happy, and not be stressed and I don't want you to get in trouble and that's why I've yelled at you in the past, its tough love gurk. You'll always be important to me, but remember, just because you da boo, don't mean you wont get smacked if you acting ratchet
Kelsey7978 Kelsey, i love you. You have always been a great girl, and you've always been sweet. I want the best for you too, and I wanna have your back whenever you need me, and I just want you to have a great time, I know times get ratchet, but we stuck together and made it through and we always laugh when we think about the past and we just have a fun time so ily boo! <33333
PeriLH_ Peri you da boo, period point blank. After such a long period of drama and fights and name calling in that kik chat, im glad me and you still are friends after all that :3 you are classy, only a little ratchet, and your weave is only 75% nappy :3 ily peri boo!
Equalitee BEAHCAN DA BOO! I'm happy we can have laughs like we used to again, once again, I'm sorry for some of the ratchetness I did, but I'm glad you can be mah piece of meat :3 well youre somebody else's but only I can call you Beahcan <33
starwilly12 Gurl you are SOOOO much fun! Ever since I met you in the wating room, you were so much fun and I knew you would pass and have fun and do so much! Your the best ily gurl! #RideOrDie
Krypton BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU ARE SO FINE I CANT EVEN, but you don't swing my way so it's k. Thanks for all the laughs boo, and I still wanna talk to u, even tho, u sort of gone, but still here idek its ratchet but ILY! #MahFirstHubby
TiernanSutherland ratchet
So many other baes too like Frazzli185 JimmerHD DracoHD AttackDog91 and all of my friends from other servers and all of my other friends on the staff team, ILY everyone and your all literally the best love you all and that's all there is C'y'all 'round!
I'm just trying to turn up and party ;3 But yeah, I've stayed here and want to stay because of all the experiences I've had. Of course, it started on January 12th and I was a little waiting rank. I was scared to death of sooooo many people. I barely spoke in the waiting room, but luckily I had great friends from Skype that I'll detail more at a later point, but they got my spirits up, great friends like dindavid , iSilverr , DogSeth02 and AZNf0rever6 Then when it came to interview day, I was ready to pass out, but then I reminded myself, confidence, just be confident and immediately I put on my alter ego, Beyonce! :3 I tried my best and I passed the interview with the baes CAmadeusA KellieBreanne Cubes and wooders1996 After I passed, I was introduced to Michael, and then I met SOOOO many new mods like the baes ChandelleMC MKFarrell KRaidium and Lovelywishes levi_the_potato LadyOfLove KitMencha Celine and sooo many other people like LizzyBethyMC DonutDudeMC Halo_0 and just so many peeps! I was so overwhlemed but I was happy and I usually am never happy like I was back then. That was basically January and February, come March, some drama happened, and I felt so bad for the people I hurt, I never meant it, and some things I don't think were actually said, but oh well, I learned from it and apologized for it, so I hope that was that. I became really close with MKFarrell and I met more people like Bowser52000 Dave and I got my clan going with dindavid and so we met more people and yeah, March had its ups and downs. April was awkward, to say the least :3 but April was when I met DiamondGirl2017 and Kelsey7978 and some other peeps. Then in May, I met more baes that I love a lot now like PeriLH_ and JacksonReaction starwilly12 Equalitee @Accuity and a few other baes. I became closer to people again and some people I grew closer to as well. I grew so much love for so many people, but unfortunately around May, I was becoming a very mean, rude, and evil bully, and that went on for a while, I'm truly ashamed of that behavior and I will do anything to make it up to the people I may have hurt. The craziness went on to June, but at the same time, I was having fun with all of my friends and just having a fun, but kind of rude, time. I didn't really make many new friends at this point, I was really ratchet. Then in July, not much changed, but drama was at an all time high, people were getting jumped left and right, and everyone seemed to have beef with one another in my friend group. It was insane and August didn't really get any better. More people were leaving then coming, and it was madness, I feel like over the summer, I was not really doing a good job as mod, or a person. It was hard times, lots of tears, lots of confusion and lots of misery. Then September came, one of the biggest blowouts of my life. My best friend at the time, I opened my eyes to how he and I were acting and I couldn't stay with him if it meant condoning his behavior so I was out. I stood up for the people he bullied and attacked and I felt good about myself and while all of this hit the fan, I apologized to everyone I ever felt that I wronged, I want to the mature person with reasoning and logic on their left shoulder and morals on their right. Life really changed for me in September but I'll detail that later. Anyways, now in October, I'm taking everything that happened in nine months, both IRL and MC, and I'm moving on and learning and doing what I need to do in order to do the right thing in life. No bullying, no harassing, no ratchetness that other people influenced me to do, that's not a thing anymore, I am a good person deep down, so I'm not gonna let the stupidity of my actions haunt me for the rest of my life, I still have very hard rough times, and I still cry at the thoughts of some things, but I try my best to move along, and keep on going. Well that's been a quick summary of the past nine months and after so long, I hope I can still keep the people I still have, as life long friends, and I hope I can meet new people that will forever be friends as well. Time for the bae list!THE BAES (in order of meeting)
dindavid My oldest friend, and the one that is always with me, your the best, we always laugh and have fun, whether its talking about your cousins, whipping out that diamond sword and killing you when your in a chest, or just thinking back to #TeamNub, your da bae and will always be the bae, thats why you first <33
The ratchets from TeamNub: Silver, Seth and Danny, y'all are ratchet and you all are perf and thanks for so much fun and all the laughs!
KellieBreanne You is my bae! Thank you so much Kellie for everything! If it weren't for you I would't have met all of the amazing people I have now, I could never thank you enough, you are such an awesome person, I could never repay you for all that you've done for me, that's why you da bae <33
CAmadeusA Cam you are da boo, even though you were ratchet during my interview, you will always be mah boo and even though we weren't that close in the beginning, I'm happy we're close now, your sass keeps my ratchetness flowing and I need your ratchetness to get my sass going <333 ILY BOO
Cubes Nasty. Jk thanks a lot for leading my interview Cubes, your voice actually made it a little funner xD ratchet cube head
ChandelleMC Gurl, you were always a nice, sweet and awesome gurl! You is mah gurl and I am so happy I have someone like you in my life, to give me hope :3 and I don't wanna remember it, but it's past and I'm real sorry for all the awkwardness and the stupidity I did back in March and I'm just so happy we could go back to being besties <33 You is da boo
MKFarrell You are one of my best est best friends, like you are so important to me and your bae and your just a great person. You always stuck with me and even though times got ratchet, we still were friends and stuck it out together. You have some of the best energy around and you are a very understanding person and that is one of the many qualities that I love you you death for ILY5EVER MSLAY <33333333
KRaidium Kr, I love you. You were always fun and sweet and cute and adorable and kanfwd2rlanfl, I'll admit, I had a crush on you, and I still think you're perf
ILY KR <3333 You'll always be very important to me <33levi_the_potato You are such a potato, like i cant with u. You were always ratchet, and you're always gonna be 12 in my mind so :3 jk ILY levi! I know we arent as close as we used to be and sometimes i Get really rude with you sometimes, but trust me, its tough love <333 ILY BOO
LadyOfLove SHELBAY I LOVE YOU I FENA. I know in the beginning you were curious if I was gonna blow up NightFury or something so just so you know, PLZ TEM I FENA ILY I HAZ DIAMONDS! But, really tho, you were always great, thanks so much for the time you took to help me with things and thanks for always being awesome, your a big sister to me, and even though sometimes I'm scared of you, and even though, sometimes, you get mad at me, your doing sisterly love so thanks a lot gurl, ily gurk <33333 you still Kelly Rowland tho
KitMencha Nick, your truly a real, amazing person. You were always nice to me, you were always willing to try, and you never gave up no matter how rough your life got and you are inspirational, thanks so much for not only keeping yourself happy, but trying to help everyone, I hope we can be friends forever ily boo <33
Dave Dave, :3 things were weird between us at one point, but I'm happy You were able to help me when I needed it, and I hope I helped you when you needed it, your a very good friend and an awesome, kind and understanding person, I hope me and you can be friends forever because, honestly, I need someone like you in my life, just like everyone else, you're the older brother I never had and I'm so happy I have you <33
Bowser52000 You are so ratchet, but you're fun too benny :3 I know we don't talk as much as we do with other people, but thanks for all the laughs and stuff, your fun to be around
Adragonfire9 Alex, you ratchet. But seriously tho, you are a great friend, you are an honest, great person, you do amazing things and you have fun doing them. Sometimes you get ratchet, or get in crazy situations, but don't worry, I know you didn't mean what you did or said, it's okay boo and I'm very proud of you, and will always be, keep on having fun Alex you da boo
AmyGlitters Amy mah boo! You always have been a sweet person, and thanks so much for always being a nice friend. I know we don't talk as much as before, I still love you gurk :3 #MahEUBoo
DiamondGirl2017 Veronica, i hate you, ya nasty. :3 jk ily gurk! you're one of my best friends and I always want whats best for you, I want you to be happy, and not be stressed and I don't want you to get in trouble and that's why I've yelled at you in the past, its tough love gurk. You'll always be important to me, but remember, just because you da boo, don't mean you wont get smacked if you acting ratchet
Kelsey7978 Kelsey, i love you. You have always been a great girl, and you've always been sweet. I want the best for you too, and I wanna have your back whenever you need me, and I just want you to have a great time, I know times get ratchet, but we stuck together and made it through and we always laugh when we think about the past and we just have a fun time so ily boo! <33333
PeriLH_ Peri you da boo, period point blank. After such a long period of drama and fights and name calling in that kik chat, im glad me and you still are friends after all that :3 you are classy, only a little ratchet, and your weave is only 75% nappy :3 ily peri boo!
Equalitee BEAHCAN DA BOO! I'm happy we can have laughs like we used to again, once again, I'm sorry for some of the ratchetness I did, but I'm glad you can be mah piece of meat :3 well youre somebody else's but only I can call you Beahcan <33
starwilly12 Gurl you are SOOOO much fun! Ever since I met you in the wating room, you were so much fun and I knew you would pass and have fun and do so much! Your the best ily gurl! #RideOrDie
Krypton BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU ARE SO FINE I CANT EVEN, but you don't swing my way so it's k. Thanks for all the laughs boo, and I still wanna talk to u, even tho, u sort of gone, but still here idek its ratchet but ILY! #MahFirstHubby
TiernanSutherland ratchet
So many other baes too like Frazzli185 JimmerHD DracoHD AttackDog91 and all of my friends from other servers and all of my other friends on the staff team, ILY everyone and your all literally the best love you all and that's all there is
C'y'all 'round!
