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So sad right now.

OMGPingu

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I'm really upset at the moment. The main reason is depression, yet I'm getting it at such a young age. For you people who never had depression before, it's not fun. You feel cold, and sad all the time, and feel like you want to kill yourself.

Anyway, another reason why I'm sad, is because there aren't any clans I can join for the EU region. Every clan says something like 'Age (Must be 12+):' and I'll be like 'I can't wait until July ._.' because I am 11.

I don't want to be forever alone and not joining in and not meeting people in the clans, I want to be happy and make sure everyone is happy in the clan if I ever get to join one. :O

If anyone is kind enough to let an innocent trust-worthy 11 year old penguin in their EU clan, that'd be sweet. <3

~Pingu

P.S If you want me to join your clan, I will check it out on the forum post, and see how it is! If many people on the forum post offer to let me in, then I will give a deadline at a random moment to decide what clan I'd like to join. :O
 

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This might not be what you want to hear but if you are having trouble in your life you should probably focus on the issues IRL. Many of us get caught up in online worlds, this clouds our judgement and takes away from what is really important to us, which is family and friends.

When I was 15 I was depressed, I felt cornered and ironically what kept me going was school. Life will get better, I promise you. Make time for those who are truly important to you and life will sort itself out.

I suppose that if you are trying to meet friends here the best way to do so is to use both skype and teamspeak. Both are free and you will find people who will want to play with you as well.
 

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Gumby knows what he's talking about, listen to him :).

Also, I am going through depression as well. Not anything to do with MC, it has to do with a girl.

Putting my matters aside, I would like to know, (If you are ok with sharing about it, if not it's fine), more about why your depressed. You can PM if you want. I just want to try to see if I can help someone out of the thing that plagues my mind about half the time of the day.
 

OMGPingu

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This might not be what you want to hear but if you are having trouble in your life you should probably focus on the issues IRL. Many of us get caught up in online worlds, this clouds our judgement and takes away from what is really important to us, which is family and friends.

When I was 15 I was depressed, I felt cornered and ironically what kept me going was school. Life will get better, I promise you. Make time for those who are truly important to you and life will sort itself out.

I suppose that if you are trying to meet friends here the best way to do so is to use both skype and teamspeak. Both are free and you will find people who will want to play with you as well.
It's not exactly school-life, it's more home-life. I sometimes don't really feel safe around my family.
The only thing that cheers me up is just going on the internet, or Minecraft, or even another video game named osu!
They're the things that just cheer me up, apart from some of my school friends supporting me.
 

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You have good grammar for someone at the age of 11 :p

And like TheAmberTheif said, I'm also kinda going through depression because of a girl I used to go out with. It's a hard world out there but you'll be sure to fight it out. And trust me, things will get better if you're going through depression. :)
 

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Trust me, depression comes and goes. Sometimes it's so unbearable you feel the need to end it, and i've been there.

Not many people know these things about me, but I've been depressed since I was very little. Harassed and tormented mentally by my own father, I know what true depression feels like. I know the feeling of being a minute away from just ending everything, the suffering, the pain, the feelings. I've tried to end it, but I didn't. I stuck it out. I never thought things could get better, but they did. I'm so glad I didn't kill myself, we all have so much to live for.

I still go through this, I'm still mentally abused by him. But I don't live with him anymore. My situation got better and yours will too.

You're so young, you have the world to live for. You can accomplish anything you set your mind to. Go out, explore new things, step outta your comfort zone. Find things that make you happy. The depression will leave you eventually, I promise.

Things like this happen to only the good people in this world. Do what it takes to keep yourself happy and alive. For your family, your friends, even just for me.
 

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You don't realise how many people have gone through it aswell.
I too, have had depression and still have it. I try my best to hide it and enjoy everything life has to offer. Everyday I just say to myself. '
Just Keep Swimming'

I really dont know why it has such a powerful effect on me. It has been a real combination of things that has led me to having it, IRL and also in-game. Believe me you are young and still haven't seen how truly amazing life is. I prefer to take every opportunity I get given and don't dwell on stuff that makes me upset. If you ever need to talk about anything, remember even though it might seem that everything is against you. If at least one person truly admires and loves you, you have a reason to still live.

if you ever need someone to talk to I am only an inbox away!
 

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I'd like to thank you all so far for all your support. This is making me feel a lot better, however recently I've been shouted at and dragged a lot, makes my depression drop a bit from that.
You have good grammar for someone at the age of 11 :p
Thanks. :p
 

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I'd like to thank you all so far for all your support. This is making me feel a lot better, however recently I've been shouted at and dragged a lot, makes my depression drop a bit from that.

Thanks. :p
Yay always remember...

When life gives you lemons....~ you gotta make some lemonadeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
 

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