Maxwill
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Hey guys and gals its Maxxwil here and today I have a personal thread...
So I'm assuming most teenagers have this feeling of starting to mature and all of that good stuff lol. I just turned 16 and I am now starting to realize that things are getting more serious in life. So over the past couple of weeks I am in the process of maturing in all aspects of my life ( my studies, social life, etc). However last year for me was on this server was not the best for me and I can admit that. When I st joined this sever I was the noob that gets happy with full leather and a stone sword and I didn't say anything because I was to scared xD. However as I got older and get a little more out there and what not I started getting better and decided to play at a somewhat competitive level. When I didn't reach the level that I thought was acceptable I began to become frustrated. When I died (especially to teams I would rage in chat). I would do all sorts of things like scrubs, you suck, @#$ teamers and other things. Eventually I stopped trying to play at such a high level as it made me mad and the fact that I couldn't reach it xD. However when I got kills I will still say things like ez, wrect, scrub, 12 hearted, and other things. Now over the last I would say 3-5 months I realized that I wanted to help the server and community so I started being active on the forums and I stopped saying things as much as I had been in the past. Sometime in December I decided that I really wanted to help the server and so I applied for mod. It was then I realized just how high the standards were and I decided to move on. However over these last 2 months I have had a renewed passion for trying to get mod and help the server for the better
. I kept getting declined because my application was sub par and I knew it so I kept working in it until I finally got to pending only to be told that I didn't meet there high standards. And then I realized it, part of the standards are in game decisions and over the past year I didn't make the best. So now I guess I'm finally getting to the point which is why I bolded it because its important. From now on I will be of no trouble in game and that's a promise I hold to myself and to the community. If I have ever offended you or done anything that you didn't like I am truly sorry and I hope that you can forgive me. I want to move on past the troubled last year. Believe me when I say this, I really want mod not for my own selfish reasons but to help this awesome community grow together and the 1st hump I have to get over is to ask for forgiveness from you guys and I hope you'll give it to me I hope that we can all overlook my past and look toward to a great future together on the MCGamer network. I will be forever helpful and supportive in game now and I hope that one day I'll be able to help you even more by becoming a mod! I wont be able to do it without all your amazing support so I hope that I can gain your forgiveness and trust. If you have any questions or need help with anything just pm me on the forums or ask me directly in game or what not. I don't bite anymore
-Maxxwil
So I'm assuming most teenagers have this feeling of starting to mature and all of that good stuff lol. I just turned 16 and I am now starting to realize that things are getting more serious in life. So over the past couple of weeks I am in the process of maturing in all aspects of my life ( my studies, social life, etc). However last year for me was on this server was not the best for me and I can admit that. When I st joined this sever I was the noob that gets happy with full leather and a stone sword and I didn't say anything because I was to scared xD. However as I got older and get a little more out there and what not I started getting better and decided to play at a somewhat competitive level. When I didn't reach the level that I thought was acceptable I began to become frustrated. When I died (especially to teams I would rage in chat). I would do all sorts of things like scrubs, you suck, @#$ teamers and other things. Eventually I stopped trying to play at such a high level as it made me mad and the fact that I couldn't reach it xD. However when I got kills I will still say things like ez, wrect, scrub, 12 hearted, and other things. Now over the last I would say 3-5 months I realized that I wanted to help the server and community so I started being active on the forums and I stopped saying things as much as I had been in the past. Sometime in December I decided that I really wanted to help the server and so I applied for mod. It was then I realized just how high the standards were and I decided to move on. However over these last 2 months I have had a renewed passion for trying to get mod and help the server for the better
. I kept getting declined because my application was sub par and I knew it so I kept working in it until I finally got to pending only to be told that I didn't meet there high standards. And then I realized it, part of the standards are in game decisions and over the past year I didn't make the best. So now I guess I'm finally getting to the point which is why I bolded it because its important. From now on I will be of no trouble in game and that's a promise I hold to myself and to the community. If I have ever offended you or done anything that you didn't like I am truly sorry and I hope that you can forgive me. I want to move on past the troubled last year. Believe me when I say this, I really want mod not for my own selfish reasons but to help this awesome community grow together and the 1st hump I have to get over is to ask for forgiveness from you guys and I hope you'll give it to me I hope that we can all overlook my past and look toward to a great future together on the MCGamer network. I will be forever helpful and supportive in game now and I hope that one day I'll be able to help you even more by becoming a mod! I wont be able to do it without all your amazing support so I hope that I can gain your forgiveness and trust. If you have any questions or need help with anything just pm me on the forums or ask me directly in game or what not. I don't bite anymore -Maxxwil
