Mamiamato24
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I had actually completely forgotten this had come up. I guess I was too caught up with everything. So here's a thing.
It's been four years.
I do feel sort of bad about it. I haven't done anything meaningful, participated in anything, or really have done anything that would justify staying here. I haven't done anything recently that would make me say that I'm proud of being here.
It was fun for the first while. Minecraft was a fun game. Survival games, clans, everything was so fun and intriguing back then. It's sort of like discovering this amazing world as a baby. Everything seems so cool and spectacular, even the things that older people find no excitement in. Actually struggling to survive on my own, winning my first game, joining clans, participating in clan battles and getting involved with the community, that was fun. The adrenaline rushing through my veins every time I loaded up into a new game, it was pure. It was effervescence.
But as we age and this big marvelous world of ours seems to get smaller, the magical aura that this game once had will eventually fade . It's not anyone's fault, other than mine. Everything is transient in life. We live, we die. We love that new song we heard on the radio, then it gets replaced with a new one. It's a cycle, and in order for the cycle to continue, we must eventually move past the things we once loved. It's natural. It's how the universe that we can understand works.
I have a hard time leaving this place. I have nothing left. Most things are meaningless to me here since I'm not involved in anything here, nor am I actually interested. But there's a tiny bit of that magical aura left, and it's what's keeping me here.
Cheers, McGamer.
I hope new people will find this and will experience it as I once did, as a magical world, with so much to explore, so much to love. I hope you'll enjoy the struggles, and the taste of sweet, sweet victory. The sensation of friendship. And I hope that when the magic fades away, your experiences will have made you all the more human.
Thank you. <3
It's been four years.
I do feel sort of bad about it. I haven't done anything meaningful, participated in anything, or really have done anything that would justify staying here. I haven't done anything recently that would make me say that I'm proud of being here.
It was fun for the first while. Minecraft was a fun game. Survival games, clans, everything was so fun and intriguing back then. It's sort of like discovering this amazing world as a baby. Everything seems so cool and spectacular, even the things that older people find no excitement in. Actually struggling to survive on my own, winning my first game, joining clans, participating in clan battles and getting involved with the community, that was fun. The adrenaline rushing through my veins every time I loaded up into a new game, it was pure. It was effervescence.
But as we age and this big marvelous world of ours seems to get smaller, the magical aura that this game once had will eventually fade . It's not anyone's fault, other than mine. Everything is transient in life. We live, we die. We love that new song we heard on the radio, then it gets replaced with a new one. It's a cycle, and in order for the cycle to continue, we must eventually move past the things we once loved. It's natural. It's how the universe that we can understand works.
I have a hard time leaving this place. I have nothing left. Most things are meaningless to me here since I'm not involved in anything here, nor am I actually interested. But there's a tiny bit of that magical aura left, and it's what's keeping me here.
Cheers, McGamer.
I hope new people will find this and will experience it as I once did, as a magical world, with so much to explore, so much to love. I hope you'll enjoy the struggles, and the taste of sweet, sweet victory. The sensation of friendship. And I hope that when the magic fades away, your experiences will have made you all the more human.
Thank you. <3
