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My mcsg story part two :3

TheOnlyCow

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So, here I am again I guess, For anyone who didn't read part one... Knaala, I need you to post a link or something, I can't find it. ;-; Has my life improved or anything of that matter? I don't really know, everything seems the same, just me getting use to being sad and depressed. Well, recently I have gotten really paranoid, it's like when my depression went away, my body was so addicted to it that it started to freak out :/ Still am paranoid and It is kinda freaking me out... My eyes are twitching, been having very strong urges to use violence on people, and like two nights ago I was laying in bed and felt like someone was coming to kill me. My body started freaking out and I started shaking, I don't know though :/ I feel like there Is nothing to live for still, as I love nothing, which brings me to my next point, I can't play mcsg anymore ;-; All of this paranoia makes me unable to think straight, i cant go 5 minutes without feeling like i am about to get killed by someone or something, or I don;t know. I tried playing a few days ago and I met so many familiar faces/names and it made me almost cry, what a baby right? Just my life is mcsg, no life i know, but i love this community more then anything, i lost faith in religion, love no family, love no one or anything but mcsg and the people on it. I might end this part here, i am kinda emotional right now, i cant win on mcsg anymore to save my life ,and like i said, my paranoia is so bad, comprehensible :/ http://www.minecraftsurvivalgames.com/threads/my-story-my-mcsg-expedience.68422/#post-782682 There is part two so... Swag c: Shanks ag5647, and part 3 will be soon just cant think right now, i feel like my brain cant stay on a subject for more then 30 seconds ;-;
 
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TheOnlyCow

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Yeah, i dont know what to do :/ My brain seems to being go off on its own :/
 

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Yeah, a lot has happened since this, im going to make one last story when ever I feel like it, but I will never leave mcsg fully, love the community too much :3
 

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Yeah, a lot has happened since this, im going to make one last story when ever I feel like it, but I will never leave mcsg fully, love the community too much :3
I liek cuz i cri evrytim ;-;
 

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