a possible fairwell and plea for advice

[Pikachu]

Hello, plenty of people should likely recognize me as the one kid who got banned 5 million games ago but refuses to quit, some kid who makes people and on the forums, whatever Idk what you think of me as. But, as mentioned, despite my ban, I have fun here and thus have stayed for a year since my ban. But, my time may be up soon. My real life is really catching up with me, my Crohn's disease and anxiety are ravaging me and I have to change to online schooling because of it, I'm losing people I thought cared about me, and this is too much stress to take. My ban only makes it worse; I'm constantly worried of plenty of things, I can't be in recordings or streams with friends, issues happen. Plus, due to some bad relationships I've made with people, there are several people who strongly dislike me, ones you wouldn't want on your bad side. I won't mention any names, but I do admit, it's my fault with some. There's so much more but either way, I'm clueless as toward what to do. If I do quit, my thread is ready for upload and it's enormous. If I don't, it'll continue to be in semi-secrecy. So, I ask, who would be disappointed if I quit, and who suggests I do?

And of course, the second part of the thread, my desire for advice. As I mentioned above, people I cared about are leaving me, I'm losing my grasp on those who were important to me. The who was the MOST important to me, I feel has lost all interest in me entirely. A few people at once this is occurring with, and I'm losing touch with what to do. Should I just attempt to forget these people, confront them, or try (even tho I have for a long time) even more to fix it.

Again guys, I'm clueless with everything and questioning nearly my whole life, so some help with my game life would help immensely.
Thanks
-Nbroski

 

[Pikachu]

And to anyone curious of those I lost or miss, or the people I've made enemies with or just information about my time here, PM me I'll happily answer any questions

 

[overthetopgaming]

It's better to apologize directly than indirectly. Apologizing is great, but if you feel like you really did wrong doings, then go to the person that you believe may hate you. Tell them you're sorry and other details. It will make them look 100% positive of you.

"A good friend will come bail you out of jail, but a true friend will be sitting next to you saying...'Damn, that was fun!'"

If friends leave you, what really makes them your friend? Take it from this quote (^^). People aren't really friends if they ditch you because you did bad things. They will be the ones always encouraging you to confess, such as the best friend saying "damn, that was fun" in the quote.

Also, quitting is not something you should let other people decide. It is your choice. No one can actually force you. It is always sad to see people leave, so I hope you don't. Good luck with whatever you do plan to do next.

*I don't know every detail, so I tried to not make this flamey towards others.*

 

[OpticFusionz_]

It's better to apologize directly than indirectly. Apologizing is great, but if you feel like you really did wrong doings, then go to the person that you believe may hate you. Tell them you're sorry and other details. It will make them look 100% positive of you.

"A good friend will come bail you out of jail, but a true friend will be sitting next to you saying...'Damn, that was fun!'"

If friends leave you, what really makes them your friend? Take it from this quote (^^). People aren't really friends if they ditch you because you did bad things. They will be the ones always encouraging you to confess, such as the best friend saying "damn, that was fun" in the quote.

Also, quitting is not something you should let other people decide. It is your choice. No one can actually force you. It is always sad to see people leave, so I hope you don't. Good luck with whatever you do plan to do next.

*I don't know every detail, so I tried to not make this flamey towards others.*

Edit : A good friend will come visit you in jail, a best friend will blow the wall and yell 'get in the van!'"

 

[overthetopgaming]

Edit : A good friend will come visit you in jail, a best friend will blow the wall and yell 'get in the van!'"

They're different quotes... c: I've known the one I posted for a while.

 

[Pikachu]

It's better to apologize directly than indirectly. Apologizing is great, but if you feel like you really did wrong doings, then go to the person that you believe may hate you. Tell them you're sorry and other details. It will make them look 100% positive of you.

"A good friend will come bail you out of jail, but a true friend will be sitting next to you saying...'Damn, that was fun!'"

If friends leave you, what really makes them your friend? Take it from this quote (^^). People aren't really friends if they ditch you because you did bad things. They will be the ones always encouraging you to confess, such as the best friend saying "damn, that was fun" in the quote.

Also, quitting is not something you should let other people decide. It is your choice. No one can actually force you. It is always sad to see people leave, so I hope you don't. Good luck with whatever you do plan to do next.

*I don't know every detail, so I tried to not make this flamey towards others.*

For the first part, I have but some people can hold a grudge, some I have made up with, some it was lies and I was falsely accused. As for the friend bit, they were my friends especially the primary example... they and I talked daily, were so incredibly close, and everything was perfect among us until about a month and a half ago where they slowly began to ignore me. They've responded to one message in this entire time. I miss them a ton, not the person who ditched me, but the one who said they never would. And I'm not asking others to tell me to leave but gathering opinions to help my choose because I'm struggling to do so. But thank you for this heartfelt response, it reminds me human nature has a good side.

 

[cf918]

Noah, I want to talk this out with you 1on1 whenever you can, message me on the forums please, I would like to have a word with you.

 

[Toe]

Noah, I know we have have had our up and downs (mostly downs) but I still respect you as a person and that's all that matters. Be who you want to be, not what other people want you to be. Stay strong bro.

 

[le quack]

;-; dont leave me papacakes. we all lube u

 

[le quack]

Noah, I know we have have had our up and downs (mostly downs) but I still respect you as a person and that's all that matters. Be who you want to be, not what other people want you to be. Stay strong bro.

The salami has spoken

 

[Bowboy]

For the first part, I have but some people can hold a grudge, some I have made up with, some it was lies and I was falsely accused. As for the friend bit, they were my friends especially the primary example... they and I talked daily, were so incredibly close, and everything was perfect among us until about a month and a half ago where they slowly began to ignore me. They've responded to one message in this entire time. I miss them a ton, not the person who ditched me, but the one who said they never would. And I'm not asking others to tell me to leave but gathering opinions to help my choose because I'm struggling to do so. But thank you for this heartfelt response, it reminds me human nature has a good side.

message me on skype when you can, you know im always there for you.

 

[Toe]

The salami has spoken

Yo, can't argue with meat