Scotty_Rockz
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I'd like to start this out with two little words that might now mean alot to you but they mean something to me, I'm Sorry. Before you judge me for what i've done in the past or i've recently done, just know i'm so sorry and I wish I could take it back.
I have more haters than I do friends on MCSG, I know this is mostly my fault, this thread is mostly going to be an appoligy letter. I like most members/staff/etc on MCSG i'm just hated by the community, people have lied about things I do/said, someone told alot of people that I watch dog p0rn. I don't.
Alright, i'm going to start going into my life.
4th grade
My mom and dad broke up, my mom moved out and I lived with my dad, my dad and I were togetheer and that's the only thing that mattered to me, SKIP 4 MONTHS, my dad finds out he has 6 months to live (Stage 4 serosis in his liver) he moved to new jersey (I live in WA) to die! </3, The doctors here told him he had 6 months to live. After he moved I developed and anger issue, I was expelled in the 4th grade.
5th grade
I was constantly bullied often went home crying. My dad is still alive at this point of my life, I had a decent year, stright A student, just hated by other class mates. I played baseball basketball, etc. I had 3 friends, Josh Phoenix and Jacob. (I will talk about them later) from this point in my life, it's a downward spiral, end of 5th grade, I watch the amanda todd video, it taught me about self harm, I wasn't sure if it would help me or not, but I guess it did, i'm addicted to it now.
6th grade
Second day of school, some kid is talking crap to my sister and her friends, I told him to stop, he threw a punch at me, I threw one straight back, I get suspended because he was bleeding and crying, and he gets a slap on the wrist, i'll go into the rest of school right now, still being bullied and etc. I've got a horrible rep with the teachers, they all hate me and treat me unfairly. I put up with it for 3 years. (my dad is still alive at this point, mid 6th grade) One day, a kid pushes me down into the snow, and calls me names, I stood up and threw a ball at him, the teacher starts yelling at me "scotty you're being a bully" I told her to shutup the principal was right behind me. He takes me to his office and I was so angry I couldn't speak, I broke a desk and etc. ~Expelled, 1 month into summer, my dad kills himself </3 he lived there for 3 years and the doctor told him he'd live for 6 months, strongest mofo i've ever met. Rewind 4 months, I goto a friends house and I had a great time
come to find out, he goes to school the next day and tells all 8 members of my class, (all of my friends) I said bad things about him, the same day, boy from my school calls, threatens to kill me, , I began self harming deeper and worse, I haven't stopped since, I have arround 600 scars at this point. I guess it's my fault though, that I have no one to care for, no one to care about me, no reason to live, nothing. THIS IS NOT MEANT FOR ANYONE TO FEEL BAD FOR ME.
Most of all, all of you, I would just like to appoligise for everything i've ever done to you. I know I have a bad rep in MCSG, I'm known as a, "Dosser" "Hacker" "BK "Randy". And i'm not a dosser or a hacker, I know i'm a BK and a randy. Just know everyone, i'm sorry
I have more haters than I do friends on MCSG, I know this is mostly my fault, this thread is mostly going to be an appoligy letter. I like most members/staff/etc on MCSG i'm just hated by the community, people have lied about things I do/said, someone told alot of people that I watch dog p0rn. I don't.
Alright, i'm going to start going into my life.
4th grade
My mom and dad broke up, my mom moved out and I lived with my dad, my dad and I were togetheer and that's the only thing that mattered to me, SKIP 4 MONTHS, my dad finds out he has 6 months to live (Stage 4 serosis in his liver) he moved to new jersey (I live in WA) to die! </3, The doctors here told him he had 6 months to live. After he moved I developed and anger issue, I was expelled in the 4th grade.
5th grade
I was constantly bullied often went home crying. My dad is still alive at this point of my life, I had a decent year, stright A student, just hated by other class mates. I played baseball basketball, etc. I had 3 friends, Josh Phoenix and Jacob. (I will talk about them later) from this point in my life, it's a downward spiral, end of 5th grade, I watch the amanda todd video, it taught me about self harm, I wasn't sure if it would help me or not, but I guess it did, i'm addicted to it now.
6th grade
Second day of school, some kid is talking crap to my sister and her friends, I told him to stop, he threw a punch at me, I threw one straight back, I get suspended because he was bleeding and crying, and he gets a slap on the wrist, i'll go into the rest of school right now, still being bullied and etc. I've got a horrible rep with the teachers, they all hate me and treat me unfairly. I put up with it for 3 years. (my dad is still alive at this point, mid 6th grade) One day, a kid pushes me down into the snow, and calls me names, I stood up and threw a ball at him, the teacher starts yelling at me "scotty you're being a bully" I told her to shutup the principal was right behind me. He takes me to his office and I was so angry I couldn't speak, I broke a desk and etc. ~Expelled, 1 month into summer, my dad kills himself </3 he lived there for 3 years and the doctor told him he'd live for 6 months, strongest mofo i've ever met. Rewind 4 months, I goto a friends house and I had a great time
come to find out, he goes to school the next day and tells all 8 members of my class, (all of my friends) I said bad things about him, the same day, boy from my school calls, threatens to kill me, , I began self harming deeper and worse, I haven't stopped since, I have arround 600 scars at this point. I guess it's my fault though, that I have no one to care for, no one to care about me, no reason to live, nothing. THIS IS NOT MEANT FOR ANYONE TO FEEL BAD FOR ME.Most of all, all of you, I would just like to appoligise for everything i've ever done to you. I know I have a bad rep in MCSG, I'm known as a, "Dosser" "Hacker" "BK "Randy". And i'm not a dosser or a hacker, I know i'm a BK and a randy. Just know everyone, i'm sorry
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